my mom sucks
Shut the fuck up she said
I'm going fucking deaf
You're always too loud
Everything's too loud
Now that all my friends left
This place is fucking dead
I wanna move out
When can we move out?
This shit has got to stop
I'll run away
Get the fuck up she said
Your life is meaningless
It's going nowhere
You're going nowhere
You're just a fuck-up she said
I'll live alone instead
She said:"You don't care"
I know i don't care
I'll never ask permission from you
Fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I got too fucked up again
And passed out on the plane
Tried to forget you
I can't forget you
No sleep on this flight
I'll think about the nights
We had to get through
How did we get through?
I'll never ask permission from you
fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I'll run away
I think it's time that I should leave x4
I'll never ask permission from you
fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I'll run away
I think it's time for me to leave
That song really reminds me of my mom its like wierd. But it does and im like so ready to move out and leave my mom. I mean i love my mom and she "hates me" but whatever i dont know if she really does i doubt it but she really doesnt express it. At all. Like apparently buying me clothes and feeding me is love and just about anything that has to do with money or material. if thats love than i guess its true that you can buy love.
my mom:
-Believes that i care more about my friends than family because im with them more.
reality: Maybe if my family didnt just sit around and do nothing EVERYDAY i might stay with them. I mean would it kill them to go to a park or even like a IHOP once?! I mean seriously my grandpa and grandma are always busy with stuff that they can do later and doesnt even need to be done. My mom is either watching tv or on the computer. It's like yeah you want me to stay home watch tv or be on the computer do shiet by myself? Okayyyyy...atleast when i am out im do something that is fun or energetic i mean i either walk or bike far places and i do it back and forth. I really dont mind being home but its like im being bitched at for some reason by every except my grandpa who i think is pretty cool. But my grandma like just pesters me about stuff and my mom finds SOMETHING/ANYTHING to bitch about to me. so thats lame.
-Thinks her life and what she does is none of my business.
Reality: None of my business?! Wtf? In her own words shes liek "i can do what i want, if i want to not come home for 5 days i can and its none of your business. Then i said 'well what time did you come home when you were my age' cause i knew she would come home late and she'd be cruisin out with her friends on the street and who knows what/ and shes like 'you dont know you werent there blah blah' and it doesnt matter the fact is she knows what im doing i come home earlier than she ever did. And im pretty much an all around better kid than she was and its like...okay.
-contradiction. example:
mom:YOu know that michelles daugher doesnt even get to blah blah blah.
me: well so and so gets to blah blah blah.
mom: I dont care about anyone else.
..okay if you dont care about what anyone does then why do you care about what michelle or whoever does??
I really try hard to like not get my mom pissed and i dont do stuff to get her pissed i just dont even have her in mind ( in a good way ) and so i lose track of time and in my moms mind its like the i stay out later just to piss her off or something.
Like sometimes as mean as it is i sometimes wish my mom didnt care about me or what i did. Or I wish my mom would back up her shiet sometimes, cause sometimes she'll be like "i dont care when you get back i really dont so stay out as late as you want, see if i care" and so i do and then she gets all mad i mean yeah i knew she wasnt gonna back that up but i like to test that sometimes cause its so liek amusing that she's like 'lieing'
i dont know im done ranting about my mom, i need to get that out cause all my frustration is kinda gone and now im like...sad. i dont know blah.
I'm going fucking deaf
You're always too loud
Everything's too loud
Now that all my friends left
This place is fucking dead
I wanna move out
When can we move out?
This shit has got to stop
I'll run away
Get the fuck up she said
Your life is meaningless
It's going nowhere
You're going nowhere
You're just a fuck-up she said
I'll live alone instead
She said:"You don't care"
I know i don't care
I'll never ask permission from you
Fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I got too fucked up again
And passed out on the plane
Tried to forget you
I can't forget you
No sleep on this flight
I'll think about the nights
We had to get through
How did we get through?
I'll never ask permission from you
fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I'll run away
I think it's time that I should leave x4
I'll never ask permission from you
fuck off i'm not listening to you
I'm not coming home
I'm never going to come back home
I'll run away
I think it's time for me to leave
That song really reminds me of my mom its like wierd. But it does and im like so ready to move out and leave my mom. I mean i love my mom and she "hates me" but whatever i dont know if she really does i doubt it but she really doesnt express it. At all. Like apparently buying me clothes and feeding me is love and just about anything that has to do with money or material. if thats love than i guess its true that you can buy love.
my mom:
-Believes that i care more about my friends than family because im with them more.
reality: Maybe if my family didnt just sit around and do nothing EVERYDAY i might stay with them. I mean would it kill them to go to a park or even like a IHOP once?! I mean seriously my grandpa and grandma are always busy with stuff that they can do later and doesnt even need to be done. My mom is either watching tv or on the computer. It's like yeah you want me to stay home watch tv or be on the computer do shiet by myself? Okayyyyy...atleast when i am out im do something that is fun or energetic i mean i either walk or bike far places and i do it back and forth. I really dont mind being home but its like im being bitched at for some reason by every except my grandpa who i think is pretty cool. But my grandma like just pesters me about stuff and my mom finds SOMETHING/ANYTHING to bitch about to me. so thats lame.
-Thinks her life and what she does is none of my business.
Reality: None of my business?! Wtf? In her own words shes liek "i can do what i want, if i want to not come home for 5 days i can and its none of your business. Then i said 'well what time did you come home when you were my age' cause i knew she would come home late and she'd be cruisin out with her friends on the street and who knows what/ and shes like 'you dont know you werent there blah blah' and it doesnt matter the fact is she knows what im doing i come home earlier than she ever did. And im pretty much an all around better kid than she was and its like...okay.
-contradiction. example:
mom:YOu know that michelles daugher doesnt even get to blah blah blah.
me: well so and so gets to blah blah blah.
mom: I dont care about anyone else.
..okay if you dont care about what anyone does then why do you care about what michelle or whoever does??
I really try hard to like not get my mom pissed and i dont do stuff to get her pissed i just dont even have her in mind ( in a good way ) and so i lose track of time and in my moms mind its like the i stay out later just to piss her off or something.
Like sometimes as mean as it is i sometimes wish my mom didnt care about me or what i did. Or I wish my mom would back up her shiet sometimes, cause sometimes she'll be like "i dont care when you get back i really dont so stay out as late as you want, see if i care" and so i do and then she gets all mad i mean yeah i knew she wasnt gonna back that up but i like to test that sometimes cause its so liek amusing that she's like 'lieing'
i dont know im done ranting about my mom, i need to get that out cause all my frustration is kinda gone and now im like...sad. i dont know blah.