I'm about to Burst into a million brain pieces.

[spunknfunk]

So... I go to Mrs. Russo to finally figure out when I'm going to apply to colleges. If you know anything about me and this whole college thing, I really could give a shit right about now. I just hate it all. I don't even really want to go. I'm real interested in taking a semester off. I'm not sure what happened, but I'm miserable about college.

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[undeadwitch]

OMG! I am both glad and sad to hear that your in the same boat I'm in. I have to see russo tomorrow for my college aps. Everything is ready, I just have to write out checks for the ap fees. It IS frustrating! Today, I had a quiz in my ap euro class and all day, my minds been fuzzy. Its like I just exhist. I'm so sick of school and I only have two classes where I actually do something and alot of times, I'll wake up dead tired in the morning and not even want to go to school cause I'd rather sleep. Once in a while, sleep wins. Its so stressful. I wish I had did all my scholarship stuff when I was a junoir cause I have like no time for that now, nor the drive, even though I really need scholarships. Its hard cause I have school and work and the three days during the week where I only have school, one is used for doctors appointments, and the other two are nights spent mostly on homework and recouping. As much as I want to go to college, the idea of taking some time off or not even going has crossed my mind a few times, but alas, if I want my dreams to come true, I gotta do the work. Christmas vacation is over and I already can't wait for february vacation. Of course, I have to get through valentines day before that and....... grrrrr! At least I've had one good, non-depressing or lonely one in my life two years ago.

What ever happened to fun? What is fun? Where did my time with my friends go? Sometimes, I just want to cry too.

*BIG HUGS!!!!*

Shazzam

[spunknfunk]

Aww, I hear you boy! It's all so overwhelming. When did we become so grown up, right? I hear you about the sleep thing. I sleep every chance I get (psychology, when I have two minutes, before I go to school again). I've been absent like over ten times and late over ten too. I just don't want to be in school right now. A nice month off and then go back would be so effin perfect, right? I mean, I know you'll keep your head up, and so will I. And the scholarship thing. If you take an hour to fill out five scholarships, and you win one for $500, you just made $500 an hour. So, I think you should def focus on scholarships... Even though you just want to walk away from it all and go back to Burrillville Middle School. :D Think they'll let us in?

Whenever you feel like having some fun, Give Sammy a call. We'll dance and find something to do. :)

Re: Shazzam

[undeadwitch]

Its fuinny, while I was in middle school, I coudln't wait to get my ass out. Now that college is approaching, I want to go back to the days where it didn't matter if I got a C is a class.