Apr 10, 2005 22:00
Dear Livejournal,
It's been a while. Things have changed. Highschool is almost over, its incredible, and terrifying at the sametime. I have been fantasizing about moving out of state lately. I actually daydream about it. I've thought of a couple places that would be nice to live- Seattle is winning. No, not because Adam lived there. Oh speaking of Adam. I met an amazing boy. He's older than me by 7 years, and no I dont care. My parents generally seem to like him and even better, I generally like him. For the fist time since Ryan I think I might be attatched. And although I never realized how insecure I am about it, it's nice. I found a really good author, I cant wait to read some of her other books. Jane Green, shes so good. I loose track of time when reading her work. Work is alright- my potential is so much better than to be working at subway, but it makes my life just that much easier. Im not excited about mcc, I'll be honest. How boring, mcc. Maybe I'll do a semester there, then go out of state for the rest of my schooling. Ive been thinking about majoring in buisness, but I kind of want to study management and real estate. I feel like I never leave my house, which is crazy because I go to school and work everyday. My hair is getting long, I love it. Im going to prom with Nate Stipes- yeah I asked him. I thought it would be a little inappropriate to take a 25 year old man to prom. I hope its better than lastyear. I feel so, unfulfilled. I need to find a hobby, take some classes or something. I thought about working for GoDaddy.com my sister could get me a job there, 12 dollars an horu to do something I'll probably hate. Hack away at computers, eh.