Oct 21, 2004 23:44
Ew. this always happens, always fucking happens to me. I swear to god. Im honestly really upset about this. Dont fucking ask me what happened, cuz I wont tell you. Im going to be a heartless bitch if this keeps happening. As soon as I let myself get the littlest bit emotionally attached everything gets screwed up. I guess this is a good.. no its not a good thing. THIS FUCKING SUCKS. I SHOULD BE DEPRESSED OR SOMETHING, IM NOT- IM PISSED OFF. I guess the best thing is I dont regret a thing about it. .. and that in itself is really amazing thing.<3
... but whatever, this is depressing. bye.