Nov 27, 2007 23:43
I’m suppose to be with her.
How clear it kinda hits me. As if a brick was only waiting to fall and hit me with such an epiphany. I look at the pictures on facebook. Haha. Good thing for facebook. I stare at her smile. And I really do see a huge piece of whats been missing in my life. She makes me happy. Katie makes me feel all kinds of emotions. Normally all with in a matter of 5 seconds. Haha.
Today she made the happiest guy ever, and then just as I couldn’t stretch my smile further, she said something that I was so pissed about that I could’ve set the car ablaze and watched her in it…. [Kidding] but then as I was about to shrug off that same smile that I was so appreciative to have…. She does it to me again. She made me smile. Haha. This girl. from smiling to not to happy again... Katie I don’t know what you’re doing. But keep doing it.
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Blue Moon. Proly my favorite beer.
1. Simply just something to fill the roof of my mouth as a gulp it down while I turn the pages of this research book. Coincidence that Julian the Apostate gets more and more interesting when I get to #....
2. I try and finish this one faster. Some ppl don’t like the taste of beer. I guess that’s the beginning stages of a comfortable drunk… or someone eager to not have to think as much as they normally do [I hope it’s the latter]
3. I’m slightly more distracted. Not really into the whole focusing and reading word for word what’s being said on these pale pages… but then again I’ve never been huge on reading.
4. I’m about to get started on it…. It should be down hill from here. haha