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Wow....it's funny how much your emotions can change in a day. Yeah, I know I was all happy yesterday & stuff, but now, I'm not quite as happy. As a matter of fact, I'm so heartbroken right now it's not even funny. I dont even wanna repeat what happened today at lunch, afraid that it might bring more tears to my eyes. I just dont understand it. I wanna know if "I" did anything wrong......cuz he sure makes me feel that way. My own bf avoids me like I'm the black plague or something. I told him I'd give him time to think it through, but really? I dont think I want anyone to comment, cuz now it's getting a little obvious as to what I should do at this point. I cant bring myself to do it though. I promised myself that I wouldnt let something like this happen again ( let my heart be torn apart ).....I just dont know anymore....................