The Light & The Glass
Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt.
Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands?
Your focus secure and the loves you left; well
smiles staged in photographs here until...
Coheed and Cambira: The Light & The Glass
funny how everyone goes through eerily similar situations. maybe its just
me looking for meanings that aren't there... but some situations have left
me very confused of late and i'm beginning to question the situation,
myself and others involved. but at least i have another few days to think
things over with myself and then deal with the other things.
but as for other things... i really dislike snow right now. i cleaned out
four spots earlier, two of which were done b/c the plow guy is a jackass
who gets paid lots of money to drive around my block a few times. rented
Vanity Fair, which is an AWSOME movie. i really liked it. whenever
i get the time i hope to read the book. but oh do i have many books to read
right now. The Sun Also Rises is turning out to be really good. i'm very
surprised that its actually kept me reading this long. i haven't actually
enjoyed a book since i read Catcher in the Rye this past summer. after that
i sort of lost all interest in reading which has sucked for the last few
months (but then again with my life in the past six months i can see why
it happened). literature once the savior of my sanity... ah better times,
well different times at least. i just hope that i can get back into reading
soon, i miss it - the want is there but the concentration and time are not
- sort of like other things... funny again. i have two more books that i
have to read and two-three more that i've been meaning to read since this
summer. soon hopefully.
so the habitat build that victory was supposed to do tomorrow is officially
a bust. the guy from habitat is an annoying tallywacker (creative language
in honor of bern). RIP to Michele's cousin and Scooter Bauer-Belsole (Scooter
on a lesser note, but just as important). please say prayers for both. both
were very young. as for Michele's cousin its a tragic thing to lose one that
early. too many have gone in the past few months. on a less dreary note i need
to write a 500 or less word essay on an intellectual endeavor by mid-day tomorrow
or my dean will slaughter me along with all the other teachers that i badgered
for recommendations ;/ . one last essay when i thought that i was all done, heh
oh well it won't kill me. currently speaking with wilheim who is in socal right
now and i am very jealous that he's sitting in 58 degree weather while its
snowing here. and i'm cold to top it off. bah. more sleep tomorrow at least
:) and practice and packing for wednesday and maybe some running...
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt.
Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands?
Your focus secure and the loves you left; well
smiles staged in photographs here until...
Coheed and Cambira: The Light & The Glass
funny how everyone goes through eerily similar situations. maybe its just
me looking for meanings that aren't there... but some situations have left
me very confused of late and i'm beginning to question the situation,
myself and others involved. but at least i have another few days to think
things over with myself and then deal with the other things.
but as for other things... i really dislike snow right now. i cleaned out
four spots earlier, two of which were done b/c the plow guy is a jackass
who gets paid lots of money to drive around my block a few times. rented
Vanity Fair, which is an AWSOME movie. i really liked it. whenever
i get the time i hope to read the book. but oh do i have many books to read
right now. The Sun Also Rises is turning out to be really good. i'm very
surprised that its actually kept me reading this long. i haven't actually
enjoyed a book since i read Catcher in the Rye this past summer. after that
i sort of lost all interest in reading which has sucked for the last few
months (but then again with my life in the past six months i can see why
it happened). literature once the savior of my sanity... ah better times,
well different times at least. i just hope that i can get back into reading
soon, i miss it - the want is there but the concentration and time are not
- sort of like other things... funny again. i have two more books that i
have to read and two-three more that i've been meaning to read since this
summer. soon hopefully.
so the habitat build that victory was supposed to do tomorrow is officially
a bust. the guy from habitat is an annoying tallywacker (creative language
in honor of bern). RIP to Michele's cousin and Scooter Bauer-Belsole (Scooter
on a lesser note, but just as important). please say prayers for both. both
were very young. as for Michele's cousin its a tragic thing to lose one that
early. too many have gone in the past few months. on a less dreary note i need
to write a 500 or less word essay on an intellectual endeavor by mid-day tomorrow
or my dean will slaughter me along with all the other teachers that i badgered
for recommendations ;/ . one last essay when i thought that i was all done, heh
oh well it won't kill me. currently speaking with wilheim who is in socal right
now and i am very jealous that he's sitting in 58 degree weather while its
snowing here. and i'm cold to top it off. bah. more sleep tomorrow at least
:) and practice and packing for wednesday and maybe some running...