My life.
IM so over all this bullshit he's putting me through...i told him i didnt want him talking to any of his old friends and what does he do..he trrys to make plans and get there phone numbers and use time he should be with me and his baby....if this is how fucked he wants our relationship to be then so be it. He's proven so many times to me that im second best and that im not good enough to just hang out with or be with...im done working for something thats never going to happen....we take one step forwarrd and like ten backwards....fucking ridiculous....i think me and him should just enjoy whats left of our ride together then just part cuz thats where its headed anyways with all the secrets.....no wonder i cant trust him all he does is fucking fuck me over...if he cant realize that i have been trying to make us work and be everything for him then he's never going to see this no matter what i do so whats the point......he can do whatever he wants and so will i...im not mad just fed up and have come to my senses that this is never going to work just because he's not going to change for anybody.