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Im so tired of being yelled at when he's on some substance...he's always so mean to me he ditches me for his friends and dosent like to see me. I hate my life im always so sad cause the only person i love hates me and wants nothing to do with me i want to make everything alittle easier and get rid of the problem which is me....he dosent love me and its my fault...im always crying he's the only person who can make me happy or sad and lately its sad....i wish he loved me still and would stop everything he's doing to talk to me...he cheats on me all the time and says its my fault and he wants me to sleep around cuz he does it, i only want him and im not enough for him i wish he didnt hurt me....he dosent ever want to see me again so im going to go away and not bother him anymore..I love him more than anyone in the world and i wish he belived me.