i leave my heart in all this pain and now i'm at it again
So, I realized just yesterday or maybe even the day before that my life has definitely taken a turn for the worse, and it's basically turning into a giant shit hole of no return.
Things were going good for me.
I just got a new job, kinda boyfriend thing, moved out and doing good....
And now I am not liking my job anymore, no more boyfriend thing, my car got totalled by a guy who works at quiznos, the house i'm living at won't be available for me to live in around 2 months from now, i have to pay another $300 that i don't have just to take a stupid test that i could potentially fail, and i've lost a LOT of the motivation i had in life.
I don't normally focus on the negative, but it's just so overwhelming this time that i don't even know how to handle it.