Feb 18, 2008 14:10
i'm at that point again where i consider dating anything that walks by me and then realize i can do better.
i just hate to wait around for someone who meets me standards and actually treats me well. it just seems like someone like that will never come around for me again.
it's just unfair that i don't have specific living arrangements, my schedule changes weekly and i don't know what i really want. it definitely makes finding that special someone harder than it should be.
i just miss having someone to talk to, hold me, give advice, make me laugh, and care about me.
i truley believe i made myself grow up too quickly and now i will have trouble for the rest of my life in being able to be that adult i've always wanted to be, because i never let myself have fun as a kid... so now i'll end up doing it for my entire adult life.
it's just a rough patch right now, and i want out.