odd...
Had a dream. It bothered me...bothered me a lot. I suppose the fact that it bothered me so much is why I remember parts of it. It involved my brothers...at District. Some of them were telling me to just give up and talk to him. And I did. We talked...rather, argued...and were so angry and violent with words, the others left us alone. Why they left is a mystery, and the fact that they did suprises me. What were they leaving us for? To destroy each other? Anywho, when we got to the point where I'm sure we would've torn each other apart, we pretty much...er...um...that is to say, we...uh...kissed. It's extremely strange and I dunno why it happened, but I can't control my subconsciousness, now can I? I believe I woke up on that note. Anyhow, I'm aware I didn't explain half of everything, but I really don't know how. Actually, I don't know that I can...as in not allowed to really. Oh well. I'll figure it out eventually. I just wish I'd wake up and smell the coffee...I can't float through college like I did through high school. It's just not as simple. I must study this week. And, most importantly to myself, write that dreadful research paper. Yeah, I know what I should be doing. It's the gettin up and doing it that I find hard to do. Motivation is nowhere in sight. Sigh...