fic
okay i wrote this yeeeeeeeeeeeears ago but just re vamped it (pun intended) and thought i'd post it here :D
author-devylish
rewrite - of old oversized double drabble
title-A Little Madness
fandom-btvs
pairing- suggested buffy/spike
rating-PG/K
spoilers -as it’s off air hard to spoil, but takes place ummm I believe end of season 6?? Riley has just found out about the slayers extra curricular activities with a certain vamp and she has gone to the vamp and called the whole thing off.
disclaimer-JW et al. own 'em.
feedback/distribution-let me know at devylish@hotmail.com or at my livejournal under devylish.
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A LITTLE MADNESS
“Is it okay to laugh? I mean... someone 'has' died...”
I suppose because that someone was me, the decision is mine…
“So yes, go ahead, laugh; Laugh at the irony... the perverse humour of it all.”
I told myself that being with him was killing me.... A woman's lie; My Vampire Knight was not the one who was ripping me apart.
The destruction of a slayer was caused by the 'not so innocents' of this world; the not so innocents with: their eyes…, their fingers..., their non-believing whispers..., and because I -The Slayer - was weak.
An analysis of the mutilation of a slayer:
a cut here;
a bruise there;
a fractured mind...caused by a world that seeped in
... snuck in
... and raped my soul.
Now, the death of The Slayer... that was my fault;
That was wrought by my own hand.
My own heart, in my own hand...
see... look -- > how still it beats...
“Blood, blood everywhere, but not a drop to...”
'Tell me you want me...'
'Tell me you love me...'
But, shhhh... just don't say the words too loudly.
'I'm sorry William...' I said goodbye to the Night and walked into the light.
Goodness knows, but does not always tell you, when light hits light, it disappears.
“So, yes.... Go ahead.... Laugh. Laugh till you cry. All hail! The Slayer is finally dead.”
end.
author-devylish
rewrite - of old oversized double drabble
title-A Little Madness
fandom-btvs
pairing- suggested buffy/spike
rating-PG/K
spoilers -as it’s off air hard to spoil, but takes place ummm I believe end of season 6?? Riley has just found out about the slayers extra curricular activities with a certain vamp and she has gone to the vamp and called the whole thing off.
disclaimer-JW et al. own 'em.
feedback/distribution-let me know at devylish@hotmail.com or at my livejournal under devylish.
+ + +
A LITTLE MADNESS
“Is it okay to laugh? I mean... someone 'has' died...”
I suppose because that someone was me, the decision is mine…
“So yes, go ahead, laugh; Laugh at the irony... the perverse humour of it all.”
I told myself that being with him was killing me.... A woman's lie; My Vampire Knight was not the one who was ripping me apart.
The destruction of a slayer was caused by the 'not so innocents' of this world; the not so innocents with: their eyes…, their fingers..., their non-believing whispers..., and because I -The Slayer - was weak.
An analysis of the mutilation of a slayer:
a cut here;
a bruise there;
a fractured mind...caused by a world that seeped in
... snuck in
... and raped my soul.
Now, the death of The Slayer... that was my fault;
That was wrought by my own hand.
My own heart, in my own hand...
see... look -- > how still it beats...
“Blood, blood everywhere, but not a drop to...”
'Tell me you want me...'
'Tell me you love me...'
But, shhhh... just don't say the words too loudly.
'I'm sorry William...' I said goodbye to the Night and walked into the light.
Goodness knows, but does not always tell you, when light hits light, it disappears.
“So, yes.... Go ahead.... Laugh. Laugh till you cry. All hail! The Slayer is finally dead.”
end.