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I haven't updated this since new years, which is very lame, but I honestly couldn't care less.
Life has been so stressful lately. I really hate parts of this year. I always have too much to do. Not just classes, but I take the SAT and ACT in less then 2 months and AP exams in 3 months. Holy crap things are coming so fast. I didn't expect it to happen like that. I am so unprepared that its dumb. I'm driving myself insane. Sleep is no longer a given, its an option if I have time.
I feel so lost right now. At times I think I know exactly what I want and everything seems so simple. Give it 2 days and that completely changes and I'm lost all over again. I'm trying to take things one day at a time, but it's not working out as well as I would hope.
I am keeping up with everything right now, but barely. I think I am just waiting for something to snap and topple everything over. I need friday to come and go very quickly. Next week will be heaven in so many ways. BREAK! I'm going to be staying with my dad for a few days at the end of the week too. Which is good, but will suck when I get home. I love spending time over at his house and seeing him all the time. I really just love having him around. The time will go by too soon, like it always does. I don't want it too, because not only will I not see him nearly as much, but I'll have to go to stressville USA (aka LOHS). AGH!
If you read my rant I applaud you. If not then you're not reading this bit, so it really doesn't matter.
Heaven I need a rest
I recognized the voices talking in my head
I couldnt make out everything the voices said
Loving you is a test
I remember when
I had you and you had so much promise then
You promised me that you would never leave again
To be broken you were made adelaide
Life has been so stressful lately. I really hate parts of this year. I always have too much to do. Not just classes, but I take the SAT and ACT in less then 2 months and AP exams in 3 months. Holy crap things are coming so fast. I didn't expect it to happen like that. I am so unprepared that its dumb. I'm driving myself insane. Sleep is no longer a given, its an option if I have time.
I feel so lost right now. At times I think I know exactly what I want and everything seems so simple. Give it 2 days and that completely changes and I'm lost all over again. I'm trying to take things one day at a time, but it's not working out as well as I would hope.
I am keeping up with everything right now, but barely. I think I am just waiting for something to snap and topple everything over. I need friday to come and go very quickly. Next week will be heaven in so many ways. BREAK! I'm going to be staying with my dad for a few days at the end of the week too. Which is good, but will suck when I get home. I love spending time over at his house and seeing him all the time. I really just love having him around. The time will go by too soon, like it always does. I don't want it too, because not only will I not see him nearly as much, but I'll have to go to stressville USA (aka LOHS). AGH!
If you read my rant I applaud you. If not then you're not reading this bit, so it really doesn't matter.
Heaven I need a rest
I recognized the voices talking in my head
I couldnt make out everything the voices said
Loving you is a test
I remember when
I had you and you had so much promise then
You promised me that you would never leave again
To be broken you were made adelaide