mood swings

[spudspud]

well today i woke up a complete different man... after getting into bed last night as usual cuddled up to dan but then managed to relax enuff for things to get "hot " far hotter than they have done in a while ... still rather trapped between wanting a relationship wiv dan and sulking with the past and finding things too much at times .
still struggling with the shitty 18 months ive had and full of regrets and things that i wish id done . oh well heresto tommorow