May 07, 2006 13:53
well as the school year draws to a close i decided to reflect on this school year. in short IT SUCKED TREMENDOUS AMOUNTS OF PENIS!!! but i am looking forward to orlando. in world of warcraft i find myself in between guilds since the one mrtexas led died after he stopped playing. the one thing i miss about libertas manus was that although its members would murder me if they were given the chance, there was stabability. though they all hated me i didnt need to worry about whether or not i would experience endgame content, altough somehow i feel that even if i was in their guild they would exculde me from those events. the good thing from their benevolent treatment towards me is that ive learned to distance myself from people and keep them at arms length to avoid growing close to them. i learned that people are not trustworthy and at the core people are cruel. ive aplied to an endgame guild since i am about to reach lvl 60 and since there are some members from my old guild that mrtexas loosly lead but since im a warrior and right now they say they are mainly recruiting druids and priests im rather worried that i might no get in. people from the old guild said they would vouch me, though i wonder if they really will. whatever though, im not looking for friends, just people to help me do endgame content. a small part of me yearns for some form of compainionship but i wondder if i will ever find it.
meh what u gonna do