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not much really, except for constant consistant over-sleeping. i go to work, and i sleep. repeat. add the occassional mediocre drunk night. alot of movies rented from the library. i can't tell if all this sleep is good or bad for me. health wise. psyche wise i don't think its helping.
what happened to my plans of living the summer in artistic hibernation? being all virginia woolf and taking my morose-ness out on pen and paper, versus pillow and blanket. laziness? nervousness? i can't reach my own expectations. and i wonder if thats because my expectationa are too high, or i just suck. i miss emory-luke and can't wait for the end of the week when we will reunite in atlanta with wilco supplying backround. sigh. well, another day of waitressing awaits me. hurray-hurrah.
what happened to my plans of living the summer in artistic hibernation? being all virginia woolf and taking my morose-ness out on pen and paper, versus pillow and blanket. laziness? nervousness? i can't reach my own expectations. and i wonder if thats because my expectationa are too high, or i just suck. i miss emory-luke and can't wait for the end of the week when we will reunite in atlanta with wilco supplying backround. sigh. well, another day of waitressing awaits me. hurray-hurrah.