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time to apply the soft focus, yes?
i've been doing well enough i suppose with keeping up with my work. speaking of work, i need a job. hopefully i'll be able to juggle that along with academics. and more importantly, daydreaming and socializing oh yeah did i mention the beach? eh i don't want a job! it'll be nice to have some money, and lord knows i need it. but....rawr.
i turn 19 in a mere 10 days. 90's birthday bash anyone? right-o.
love that lovely lindsey and i are such good friends now. she's a great presence to have around.
i'm all torn up about bear. just because he's alot smarter than i am. and really pretty personable freshman girl wants him bad. somehow i'm not feeling worthy and i get that knot in the pit of my chest when i think about it now. i just want to cuddle him and have him teach me things and we can talk a great philosphy over coffee. ooo 'ouldint it be lovely? (lovely?!) i just get too excited about things like this. and too sad when things arent perfect.
time to breathe and be good.
i've been doing well enough i suppose with keeping up with my work. speaking of work, i need a job. hopefully i'll be able to juggle that along with academics. and more importantly, daydreaming and socializing oh yeah did i mention the beach? eh i don't want a job! it'll be nice to have some money, and lord knows i need it. but....rawr.
i turn 19 in a mere 10 days. 90's birthday bash anyone? right-o.
love that lovely lindsey and i are such good friends now. she's a great presence to have around.
i'm all torn up about bear. just because he's alot smarter than i am. and really pretty personable freshman girl wants him bad. somehow i'm not feeling worthy and i get that knot in the pit of my chest when i think about it now. i just want to cuddle him and have him teach me things and we can talk a great philosphy over coffee. ooo 'ouldint it be lovely? (lovely?!) i just get too excited about things like this. and too sad when things arent perfect.
time to breathe and be good.