My 3rd JaeHo Fanfiction
Hello everyone! i have made another fan fic, but this time it's a little angsty its only a one-shot, and um yeah.....it's my first tiem writing anything thats angsty and or sad etc. so yeah i would like your lots comments please! :D and i wrote this fairly quickly so im sorry if it isn't very good! heheh :D thank you and please enjoy! :D
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~~~~The Clouds~~~~
~JaeHo Fan fiction~ ~By Spudacus~
Title: The Clouds
Author: Spudacus
Length: One-shot
Rating: PG
Pairings: JaeHo
Genre: hmm well it’s a little angsty if my first one so yeah it’s not too heavy
Summary: Yunho’s skies are just dark clouds, what can he do to get them to clear.
When was the first time that you said that you loved me? I wonder as I sit here gazing out of our group’s flat window high above the streets and people and the mad fans.
The clouds are darker now than before……or is it just that they are only like that in my sky? I just don’t know anymore.
When will I ever know anything at all, about love, life, well everything really, humph
But even though I still haven’t told you that I love you, I do really love you so much it hurts sometimes and it hurts that I may not show my love for you openly and publicly, nor your love for me.
That is why in my sky it is now straining to be bright, straining to be free of any constraints.
You are all I see you are all to me.
But I do wonder how much more I can take of all of this secrecy and lies, and hiding from everything I can take? How much before my whole world becomes black and morbidly real, too real for me to care and live and carry on anymore, like this……I wonder sometimes.
I wonder too, what does your sky look like? Is it all bright blue sunny skies or are they all cloudy and dark and foreboding?
Well, I must overcome and escape this evil sky and its menacing light it throws over my body and soul.
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I have decided now what I must do to help me carry on, I must tell you all of the things I hold in my heart for you, that I love you too.
Even though we are together and we spend most of our time together loving each other, deeply and intimately, I still think about all of the bad things that might happen if our intense and burning love of each other was ever made public, and what would happen to us?
To the band?
To the fans?
Everything and everyone?
I think that’s partly why I'm scared to say directly to you that I love you.
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Jaejoong came in their shared room then and interrupted Yunho’s trail of thoughts, ad startled him at the same time.
“Oh!...Jaejoong-ah!...I didn’t know you were there!”
“Ah that’s because you were deep in thought Yunnie, by the way what were you thinking?”
“Oh don’t worry about it”
“Hmm okay, well I will leave you to your thoughts then“
At that Jaejoong turned and started for the bedroom door, when Yunho suddenly turned and said,
“Ah JaeJoongie, wait, before you go, I have something I wish to tell you”
“Sure Yunnie-ah, what is it?”
Yunho slowly removed himself form where he was perched by the large window which allowed the light to stream in filling the room with a nice brightness, which the other rooms lacked.
He moved closer and took Jaejoong’s delicate porcelain hands in his own.
“JaeJoongie, I… I... I should have said this soo long ago, I’m just sorry that it has taken so long for me to say this to you, but, I love you Kim Jaejoong, I really do love you with all of my being”
“what ah oh Yunnie Hehehe I know you love me, you are always showing me that you love me in so many different and little ways, I can hardly count them! And I love you too, it doesn’t matter how long it took you to say it, but you did and I thank you!”
“thank you Jae, I don’t know what I would do without you there to brighten my grey skies, I feel all of this pressure on us and our love that they are grey, and I didn’t know if I could take it all anymore, but then I told you I love you and now it all seems as if the clouds have cleared, because of you!...I know I’m supposed to be all manly and strong and leader like, but….oh thank you Jaejoong for just being you, I love you soo much I’m gonna burst”
“oh Yunho I didn’t know you were feeling this way, I used to feel the same way too until I told you and loved you even more, we can take comfort in each other and the rest of the group, okay, I love you soo much lets just only have bright blue and sunny skies from now on!”
“Yeah JaeJoongie that’s a great idea! And I can take comfort in you easily, Hehehe, thank you!”
“Hehehe okay, okay now lets go okay, Min found a great new restaurant for us to tryout, at least I don’t have to cook today!”
“Hmm okay then”
And with that he kissed Jaejoong on his large sexily pouty lips and then they left the room, and as they did so the skies out the window were clearing up and the clouds seemingly disappeared, and the crystal clear blue sky and piercingly intense sun high in the sky were now clearer than ever before.
And this is how Yunho’s mind and whole being felt like now tat the clouds had departed his life.
~~ THE END~~
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~~~~The Clouds~~~~
~JaeHo Fan fiction~ ~By Spudacus~
Title: The Clouds
Author: Spudacus
Length: One-shot
Rating: PG
Pairings: JaeHo
Genre: hmm well it’s a little angsty if my first one so yeah it’s not too heavy
Summary: Yunho’s skies are just dark clouds, what can he do to get them to clear.
When was the first time that you said that you loved me? I wonder as I sit here gazing out of our group’s flat window high above the streets and people and the mad fans.
The clouds are darker now than before……or is it just that they are only like that in my sky? I just don’t know anymore.
When will I ever know anything at all, about love, life, well everything really, humph
But even though I still haven’t told you that I love you, I do really love you so much it hurts sometimes and it hurts that I may not show my love for you openly and publicly, nor your love for me.
That is why in my sky it is now straining to be bright, straining to be free of any constraints.
You are all I see you are all to me.
But I do wonder how much more I can take of all of this secrecy and lies, and hiding from everything I can take? How much before my whole world becomes black and morbidly real, too real for me to care and live and carry on anymore, like this……I wonder sometimes.
I wonder too, what does your sky look like? Is it all bright blue sunny skies or are they all cloudy and dark and foreboding?
Well, I must overcome and escape this evil sky and its menacing light it throws over my body and soul.
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..
I have decided now what I must do to help me carry on, I must tell you all of the things I hold in my heart for you, that I love you too.
Even though we are together and we spend most of our time together loving each other, deeply and intimately, I still think about all of the bad things that might happen if our intense and burning love of each other was ever made public, and what would happen to us?
To the band?
To the fans?
Everything and everyone?
I think that’s partly why I'm scared to say directly to you that I love you.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….............
Jaejoong came in their shared room then and interrupted Yunho’s trail of thoughts, ad startled him at the same time.
“Oh!...Jaejoong-ah!...I didn’t know you were there!”
“Ah that’s because you were deep in thought Yunnie, by the way what were you thinking?”
“Oh don’t worry about it”
“Hmm okay, well I will leave you to your thoughts then“
At that Jaejoong turned and started for the bedroom door, when Yunho suddenly turned and said,
“Ah JaeJoongie, wait, before you go, I have something I wish to tell you”
“Sure Yunnie-ah, what is it?”
Yunho slowly removed himself form where he was perched by the large window which allowed the light to stream in filling the room with a nice brightness, which the other rooms lacked.
He moved closer and took Jaejoong’s delicate porcelain hands in his own.
“JaeJoongie, I… I... I should have said this soo long ago, I’m just sorry that it has taken so long for me to say this to you, but, I love you Kim Jaejoong, I really do love you with all of my being”
“what ah oh Yunnie Hehehe I know you love me, you are always showing me that you love me in so many different and little ways, I can hardly count them! And I love you too, it doesn’t matter how long it took you to say it, but you did and I thank you!”
“thank you Jae, I don’t know what I would do without you there to brighten my grey skies, I feel all of this pressure on us and our love that they are grey, and I didn’t know if I could take it all anymore, but then I told you I love you and now it all seems as if the clouds have cleared, because of you!...I know I’m supposed to be all manly and strong and leader like, but….oh thank you Jaejoong for just being you, I love you soo much I’m gonna burst”
“oh Yunho I didn’t know you were feeling this way, I used to feel the same way too until I told you and loved you even more, we can take comfort in each other and the rest of the group, okay, I love you soo much lets just only have bright blue and sunny skies from now on!”
“Yeah JaeJoongie that’s a great idea! And I can take comfort in you easily, Hehehe, thank you!”
“Hehehe okay, okay now lets go okay, Min found a great new restaurant for us to tryout, at least I don’t have to cook today!”
“Hmm okay then”
And with that he kissed Jaejoong on his large sexily pouty lips and then they left the room, and as they did so the skies out the window were clearing up and the clouds seemingly disappeared, and the crystal clear blue sky and piercingly intense sun high in the sky were now clearer than ever before.
And this is how Yunho’s mind and whole being felt like now tat the clouds had departed his life.
~~ THE END~~