~ Free To Love Anew ~ 38th Fic
~ Free To Love Anew ~
Author: Spudacus
Length: One -shot
Rating: Older/Mature - for language and adult situations & NC-17/18 - for the smut
Pairings: Main - JaeMin / MinJae & Yun7en with a side of YooSu.
Genre: Romances, Angst and Smut.
Summary: Finally Jaejoong tells Yunho that he loves Changmin and then Yunho moves on with Se7en.
A/N: Hey folks! OMG! IT’S MY FIRST Yun7en! YAY! :D this is the third and last part in the JaeMin I did, links below. - WARNING - you must have read the previous two fics! :D
I hope you all enjoy this! :D
~ Finally…After All This Time ~
~ The Red Room ~
~ Fly ~
Yunho was sat watching the TV, he was watching the Sunday night project, it was a British TV show, where the celebrity guest of the week is the ‘presenter’ instead of the two male comedians whose show it is, he was laughing uncontrollably.
It was late in the evening on a Monday, Jaejoong was nervous but determined, he had to tell Yunho the truth, that he wanted to be with him no longer, he was scared of what it would do to Yunho, but if he stayed it would be worse for all of them.
They loved each other deeply, but neither was ‘in’ love with the other. Jaejoong asked Yunho to pause the show, because he needed to tell him something, Yunho did so and Jae perched himself slowly and gently down on the edge of the settee next to Yunho. Yunho turned and sat looking at Jaejoong expectantly, waiting to hear those sharp words which he suspected would come and he tried to prepare for them.
After what seemed like an eternity, Jaejoong finally looked up from the floor he was currently staring at and looked straight into Yunho’s deep and beautifully shaped eyes. Jaejoong tried hard to swallow the huge lump which had formed in his soft throat, he did so eventually.
“Yun…yu…y…Yunnie-ah……………………………………..” he breathed out a faint sigh after hearing himself call Yunho by the long used endearment, it felt strange to carry on using it he decided, it would be the last time he would use it he thought to himself, then he began again.
“Yunho, I … I … I … have something to tell you, I … I do not love you, I … I am sorry, that’s all I have to offer to you now, just my apologies, that’s all that’s left to give you… I'm sorry, I can’t be with you anymore Yunho, I never wanted to break your heart or hurt you in anyway, I'm just … sorry, I … I love another, I always have done and always will be ‘in’ love with him… again I’m so so sorry.”
When those words finally fell from Jaejoong’s biteable and full salmon red lips, Yunho had never before felt the pain and anguish he had felt in those few moments… the sound of ones own heart breaking, is the most deafening and painful thing ever and nobody sees it.
Yunho sat there as silent as the grave for the longest time, he needed to take in and comprehend all he had been just told. He loved Jaejoong, and a part of him was always in love with him, but he too had felt the love weakening, he wasn’t as broken as he would have been a year ago say. He was mourning the loss of Jaejoong’s perfect body and wild sex, but he will move on and find someone else to be in a relationship with.
He eventually looked up and into Jae’s large blue/grey contacts and still saw the pain and anguish in his eyes. Then he spoke, “Wh… who is it that you love Jae?”
……………………………………… “I … ahh …. Its” ………………………………………………..
“I … its Changmin”
“Ahh …. I thought so, I could always see that there was something extra there, something there that we never seemed to have, I can’t put my finger on it but I could see it though. Thank you for telling me all this Jae. I … I am no longer in love with you too, I’m sorry as well, and I accept your sorrys just as long as you accept mine.”
“Well… ahh of course Yunho, I see, well at least we have mutual agreement ne!? Hehe, min and I will not be together officially until we tell the others and everything’s settled down okay”
“NO! You guys deserve to be happy; you deserve to be happy Jaejoong! You and min should be together, I can see that, please just be together and be happy okay!”
“Hmm… okay then Yunho, thank you.”
“Its okay Jae… can I watch the show now? Or is there anything else?”
“Uhh… nope nothing else, I will tell the boys later okay and enjoy it, it looks funny, seeya!”
They hugged and kissed their last kiss, a goodbye kiss, it was beautiful and Jae went into the bedroom and Yunho went back to watching the Sunday night project.
Yunho reached over to the phone and rang his friend Choi Don Wook, “hey don Wook, buddy, do you want to go out drinking, dancing and clubbing tomorrow night?” “Yea!? Good okay I will see you there then at 8!”
The next day Yunho went out clubbing with Don Wook and got himself wasted on soju, luckily his close friend in many ways, Choi Don Wook was there to look after him, he took him home and laid him down on the settee and covered him with a blanket.
He awoke to see Don Wook preparing a breakfast of rice, freshly cooked salmon and miso soup with fresh green tea with a hint of mango to it. It smelled delicious, even to Yunho’s drink laden stomach. He sat up and got up eventually went to the toilet and then went to the kitchen and sat down groggily at the marble table as Don Wook set the food down on the the table.
Yunho mumbled a thank you and then started eating as did Don Wook.
“Yunho-ah…what’s wrong, what’s happened?”
“I ah… Jaejoong broke up with me to be with Changmin… but I'm happy for them”
“Oh… I see…well, I'm here for you if you need me, okay.”
“Thanks… Don Wook, I had fallen out of love with Jae a long time ago anyway, because my heart belonged to another… I can say all this because I can still feel the soju in me heh… but that person, is… it’s you, don Wook, I love you, you have always been there for me, no matter what and I'm sure I see in your eyes when you look at me sometimes more than just friendship.”
Don Wook swallowed hard and then looked up into Yunho’s deep dark beautiful eyes which cut into his soul as easily as a hot knife through butter.
“It’s… It’s true Yunho… I I have liked you for such a log time, but I decided to just be a good friend to you and the boys because I knew you and Jae were good together”
“Well…. now we aren’t together anymore …. Don Wook” Yunho took Don Wook’s hand and caressed it a little with his thumb, they smiled at each other, both quickly finished the delicious Japanese style breakfast and then Don Wook led Yunho off upstairs to his bedroom.
Yunho undressed himself as did Don Wook, their clothes set down on the floor with disregard for tidiness. Yunho laid down on the bed watching Don Wook as he got the bottle of lubrication and the pack of condoms out of the side cabinet and then as he proceeded to apply lube liberally to Yunho’s tight and fresh hole, and then to his condom covered hard cock.
Yunho was happy to take it form Don Wook, somehow it felt right, he felt like he would like it. “I will take it slow, so don’t worry Yunho-ah” “I wasn’t going to worry anyway, I trust you with my life and my heart”
They leaned in for a deep and tender kiss and at the same time Don Wook pushed deeply into Yunho, who gave a loud cry out at the pain and at the fact his prostate had been hit and it felt so good to his body.
Don Wook waited inside Yunho until he felt that Yunho had relaxed and then he started to rock in and out of him, making him moan and whimper at every thrust, Yunho clung to Don Wook’s strong arms as he pinned him to the soft bed. Don Wook sped up and pushed deeper and harder at each trust, Yunho eventually grabbed a hold of his own cock and started to rub it up and down vigorously, until he came all over his taught belly with a loud cry of ecstasy, form the depths of the sexual animal within him. Don Wook’s pounding slowed as he grunted due to cumming and filling the condom with his ‘white stuff’, he looked down into Yunho’s eyes and he felt happy and complete as did Yunho as he gazed up into Don Wook’s dark and mysterious eyes, they kissed another deep and long, loving kiss, then smiled at each other. They cleaned up and sorted themselves out and then they lay next to each other just playing with each others hair and skin.
“Yunho, we should tell the others that we are together now, don’t you think?”
“Yes we should do, Jae said he would tell the boys about the break up anyway so we can tell them all together, then everybody can get on with being happy”
They slept some then eat dinner which Yunho had attempted to make for Don Wook and himself, he ended up ordering food in for them both and then the next morning they made their way back to the apartment, all the boys were sitting in the front room watching the television, they all look at the two boys as they entered.
Yunho went and stood in front of the TV, he motioned Se7en over to stand next to him, he did so, “I … we… have something to tell you all, I love you all and min I’m glad that you and Jae are together, just as long as you two are safe and happy then its all good”, he said after he had turned to them, he turned back to the room in general and said, “Don Wook and I love each other and we are now together, please be happy for us”
YooSu just gasped a little then smiled and both jumped up and grabbed the newly formed couple in a strong and warmingly loving embrace, “Yay I’m soo happy for you guys and its okay Jaejoong-hyung explained everything to us its fine we just want you all to be happy!” Junsu squeaked like a little boy in excitement, “Yeah Yunho-ah we are happy for you! We are just happy to still have everyone together and happy as one big family! Everyone has someone! Wooo!” an excited Yoochun whooped and cheered along with Junsu as they started a little conga line around the room as a bemused Changmin and Jaejoong stood up and hugged Yunho and Don Wook and gave each other happy smiles, “we too are happy that you guys are happy, now we can be a big happy family like the boys said!” “I will make a really great dinner tonight, for us all to eat! Okay!” “Jae… why are them to like that?” Yunho asked looking in YooSu’s direction, “Ahh they have been on the soju this afternoon playing some new card/drinking game they found on the internet” “Ahh I see” they were all soon bundled up in to the excited conga line and an other two bottles of soju were popped, luckily Jaejoong managed to escape to the kitchen and began making some food for them all, he was happy… they all were… finally.
~ Set Down ~