Stop the Tears ~ 24th Fic ~
Stop the tears ~ 24th Fic ~
Author: Spudacus
Length: One-shot - drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: could be anyone, any paring.
Genre: angst, love, more angst and wanting.
Summary: this is something I just randomly knocked up, so it’s not much! :D
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Will there ever be someone to stop my tears from falling down my tear stained cheeks?
When will they come for me? How will they come for me? I lay awake and cry at night because I have no one to hold, no one to keep warm and no one to hold me and keep me warm and safe.
I have always wanted to find someone who will love me for me and someone who I can love too.
It seems so far away for me, I have no one like that in my life, no one who I can turn to.
I could never bear the thought of living without someone ever, I have to dry my own eyes and wipe away my own bitter and salty tears. I want someone to come and wipe away my tears and kiss me, love me, move me and take me away to a never land of blissful warmth and love.
This black void in my heart is cutting ever deeper and I have never felt so alone and lost in my life I just need and wish for love to come and fill that painful gap. I wander around smiling, laughing and joking, doing my work and doing what I'm doing, but on the inside I am still crying, there’s not much meaning to life if there is no one to comfort me.
If there was someone here then I would stop my tears from falling, silently and noisily falling into my soft and tear stained hands. I never thought I would be able to actually hear my heart break if it was ot ever break, but when it did, when I was teetering on the edge of hoping for a person I lusted after and they only crushed my heart, when it broke, though, the noise was devastatingly deafening to my ears and to my body, my heart had been shattered into a million pieces and it lay on the floor like a pretty candy heart puzzle.
I know there is always hope though, so maybe one day someone will come to me, dry my tears for me and say to me “baby, don’t cry, please stop the tears, because I'm here for you and I always will be”.
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