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iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii have a boy mostly.
hes super sweet. and i love the fuck out of him. like hes better than prolly every guy ive ever dated so far. he reminds me of david, but even better. and i dont even know what to do with myself. he makes me retardedly happy. and i hope it lasts for a bit. and im afraid that something bad will happen. and i hope it doesnt. i hope to fuck it doesnt. ive had too much issues with boys and people being fake ass liars and using me and doing awful shit to me lately. i think i deserve jt. i need a boy who kisses my booboos and tells me im beautiful when i smile and constantly wants to see me and tells his friends and his mommy all about me and just i need it.
ive had so many bad things happen lately and just fucked up circumstances, i just want something good for a bit.
but i totally am gonna like fall retardedly in love with this boy in about two weeks. haha.
its absolutely amazing. im very happy.
hes super sweet. and i love the fuck out of him. like hes better than prolly every guy ive ever dated so far. he reminds me of david, but even better. and i dont even know what to do with myself. he makes me retardedly happy. and i hope it lasts for a bit. and im afraid that something bad will happen. and i hope it doesnt. i hope to fuck it doesnt. ive had too much issues with boys and people being fake ass liars and using me and doing awful shit to me lately. i think i deserve jt. i need a boy who kisses my booboos and tells me im beautiful when i smile and constantly wants to see me and tells his friends and his mommy all about me and just i need it.
ive had so many bad things happen lately and just fucked up circumstances, i just want something good for a bit.
but i totally am gonna like fall retardedly in love with this boy in about two weeks. haha.
its absolutely amazing. im very happy.