I got "THE WORD" today. I finally feel like a member of society. My grandma was admitted to the hospital Sunday. Diabetic Coma. Why??? So much stress upon stress. It really does scare me straight. My family gets ill really young from bad diets and lack of exercise. I will try my best to break the cycle. So far so good since my eating habits do allow for healthy eating already. I might want to add some more strict intake from other deficiencies.
I am reading four books right now. All non-fiction. I'm working on broadening that. It could possibly help me in social situations to have such an imagination. School is more realistic for me in the fall. I will be doing a lot of paying back in between now and then. I am not leaking out my major to ANYONE until I get serious enough to finish a couple of classes. I don't want any judgment bad or good. I seem to have a problem with failure and that is getting to me so... I'll try the surprise approach.