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I don't want to let myself procrastinate anymore. Yes I write better papers under pressure, but now that I am up this late, I cannot sleep.
This weekend was weird. Friday night was a mess. The barn dance was fun though. I'll leave it at that. Saturday I got to see my best friend and I can't explain how happy that made me. I set up a tattoo appointment and I'm pretty excited about that. It's going to be awesome.
I wrote my major essay 1 on being a female and stereotypes, and how we must dispel them to become a stronger community. I think I did a good job but when it was 4 pages long, the content was sufficient. The minimum was 5 pages and I am so disappointed that I had to add so much filler. I am so critical of my work. I think everything I write is terribly elementary, yet when I read it to Amanda, she is amazed and Teasha told me to get into writing. I want perfection in my rants and in my expressions. I try to write with an open mind and to be respectful of anyone who may come across my work. I need to find a new way to get things out. I think I may take a new topic everyday and write about it for at least 10 minutes. It sounds elementary and almost mundane but I think it will help me and if I am required to do a bit of research to form any sort of opinion then it's better for my mind.
I think I'm going to lie down again. I can't wait until this weekend. I've got fall focus and then jacobs coming down saturday. And then the weekend after I get to see one of my best fransssss MORGAN (whom of which I have never met) and I'm going to Waverly with mr Jacob. Life is going good. I miss Nadia terribly, we need a beer drinking night soon.
This weekend was weird. Friday night was a mess. The barn dance was fun though. I'll leave it at that. Saturday I got to see my best friend and I can't explain how happy that made me. I set up a tattoo appointment and I'm pretty excited about that. It's going to be awesome.
I wrote my major essay 1 on being a female and stereotypes, and how we must dispel them to become a stronger community. I think I did a good job but when it was 4 pages long, the content was sufficient. The minimum was 5 pages and I am so disappointed that I had to add so much filler. I am so critical of my work. I think everything I write is terribly elementary, yet when I read it to Amanda, she is amazed and Teasha told me to get into writing. I want perfection in my rants and in my expressions. I try to write with an open mind and to be respectful of anyone who may come across my work. I need to find a new way to get things out. I think I may take a new topic everyday and write about it for at least 10 minutes. It sounds elementary and almost mundane but I think it will help me and if I am required to do a bit of research to form any sort of opinion then it's better for my mind.
I think I'm going to lie down again. I can't wait until this weekend. I've got fall focus and then jacobs coming down saturday. And then the weekend after I get to see one of my best fransssss MORGAN (whom of which I have never met) and I'm going to Waverly with mr Jacob. Life is going good. I miss Nadia terribly, we need a beer drinking night soon.