That kinda day
Or that kinda week I guess it's all in how you look at it. I think perhaps I may have taken on to much this semester. I am keeping my grades up, but the price may be higher then I realized. Stupid things keep going wrong at first they seem little, but the cascading effect has jumped in and kicked my tail. It seems that the little things can add up and amount one big suck ass sadness. I have been crying since Friday and every time it seems something good happens it is immedantely countered with something bad. The upside is that I actually made a high grade in Organic Chemistry. I had given up and actually started to think that I would be lucky to keep my B in the class, because more than a C on a test seemed impossible. Then I did well, and also did well on my Physics test only to turn around and do poorly in Algebra. Perhaps I should do some home work in that class if I would like to keep my A. Not enough hours in a day. Not going to take second semester of Bio next time I think Organic, Physics and Calc will be enough oh and of course bowling just for fun.
Then of course there is home. Brent has a stupid job that is not getting better, in fact we are not even sure it will last much longer, because the owner is having a hard time telling his employees the truth. We do know that the lease is up on the building that the company is in next week. So I guess we just keep holding our breath and crossing our fingers that something will pan out on one of his interviews. Angelica is doing great in school, almost too good. I think that she is getting a little bored and filling up her time chatting. Charlie on the other hand has gotten the brilliant idea that C's are ok grades because they are "average" and that should be ok with me. Unfortunatley for him it is not! Oh and my Steffie has rebeled and turned me over to her mother who called me and told me how much I was using her child and what a horrible person I am for taking advantage of her and talking bad about her mother? What the hell?
I have done so much for her kid and hello I'm the bad guy because I told her that after deciding to go out and get drunk that I didn't want her and her friends at my house alone, but guess what they were and I told her that I didn't want it and she started talking back and being a teenager then called her mom.
She burned a rather large bridge here.. I hope she makes it through life ok.
So I feel slightly better that I got to vent thanks!
Then of course there is home. Brent has a stupid job that is not getting better, in fact we are not even sure it will last much longer, because the owner is having a hard time telling his employees the truth. We do know that the lease is up on the building that the company is in next week. So I guess we just keep holding our breath and crossing our fingers that something will pan out on one of his interviews. Angelica is doing great in school, almost too good. I think that she is getting a little bored and filling up her time chatting. Charlie on the other hand has gotten the brilliant idea that C's are ok grades because they are "average" and that should be ok with me. Unfortunatley for him it is not! Oh and my Steffie has rebeled and turned me over to her mother who called me and told me how much I was using her child and what a horrible person I am for taking advantage of her and talking bad about her mother? What the hell?
I have done so much for her kid and hello I'm the bad guy because I told her that after deciding to go out and get drunk that I didn't want her and her friends at my house alone, but guess what they were and I told her that I didn't want it and she started talking back and being a teenager then called her mom.
She burned a rather large bridge here.. I hope she makes it through life ok.
So I feel slightly better that I got to vent thanks!