Aug 16, 2012 08:18
I'm writing this because I am trying with all my will to stay awake for the next 11 hours. Eyes are very heavy. I'm at work and I must not sleep. I had breakfast, a double bag cup of tea, and a walk outside. Shit. Last night I had things to say, but I seem to have forgotten them. Might have to get on the floor and do some push ups. I don't know.
Yesterday when I got home from work I went for a jog, then went into the basement to lift weights. I was really disheartened that I wasn't able to do as much as I had been doing the last couple weeks, but this morning I think I forgive myself. I don't know if there's enough energy for any exercise tonight, but I don't want to fall out of the habit before it's fully formed. This time I'm finding the balance between striving for improvement and knowing my own limits.