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Livejournal has been dead of late. I suppose it's the finals week doldrums hitting everyone.
Last night I finally got rid of the last of the Bobby stuff, a conversation and an email I found hidden away on my computer. I feel good.
Two finals tomorrow before I go home. Have not studied for either, have not packed at all, have not cleaned up anything in the apartment (trash, dishes, fridge). I don't want it to be the end of the semester at all. I am not ready.
Had an all night help-friend-in-crisis night Tuesday. Moved a final from wednesday to tomorrow. Really haven't been able to sleep since then; at least not well. Am very exhausted. Had a crazy breakdown lastnight from feeling helpless and stressed to the max over so many things (to the friend-in-crisis, if you read this, don't worry about it, it wasn't your fault). Have felt off all day, and on verge of breakdown again. I think I'm getting sick.
Today it poured. And I slaughtered a religion final. But I suppose that's to be expected, as it was an intro level and ... I am a major.
I don't know why I felt the need to post tonight, this is making no sense. but, I suppose, it does beat studying.
Last night I finally got rid of the last of the Bobby stuff, a conversation and an email I found hidden away on my computer. I feel good.
Two finals tomorrow before I go home. Have not studied for either, have not packed at all, have not cleaned up anything in the apartment (trash, dishes, fridge). I don't want it to be the end of the semester at all. I am not ready.
Had an all night help-friend-in-crisis night Tuesday. Moved a final from wednesday to tomorrow. Really haven't been able to sleep since then; at least not well. Am very exhausted. Had a crazy breakdown lastnight from feeling helpless and stressed to the max over so many things (to the friend-in-crisis, if you read this, don't worry about it, it wasn't your fault). Have felt off all day, and on verge of breakdown again. I think I'm getting sick.
Today it poured. And I slaughtered a religion final. But I suppose that's to be expected, as it was an intro level and ... I am a major.
I don't know why I felt the need to post tonight, this is making no sense. but, I suppose, it does beat studying.