Oct 25, 2003 15:36
Wow was last night fun ;). I finally went out wit Mike its only been like umm wat 2 months. It was so much fun even tho he spent $20 and we went on a total of 3 rides. First we went on the Alpine Bob's which is now the thunderbolt. We made out there. Then Ferris Wheel where we saw Hali and Ainsley i havnet seen them in forever. Then we cut cuz both of u were in the line so hey a shortcut lol. Then we went on the Ferris Wheel alone and we made out and when we were stuck on the top we noticed this chinese lady was on top of us wit a little kid and she was like staring at us LOL. So we stopped. Then after that we went on the Orbitor and we went on it once and it stopped then when it stopped it started goin again so i dont think that was good. Cuz both of us were sick after that. So we went to the overhang thing by the church and made out more and talked. Which was good we talked a lot, we needed the time alone wit no one there but us and the moon lol. Anywayz then later alex and alex joined us and we watched the acrobatic people. then we all went to the dark place and w/e we kissed some more lol. But overall it was a really good night i mean we needed it like badly and we were for once like a couple would act. I'm so happy everything worked out u kno.
Then today i talked to Laurel and she said she wasnt mad at me which is good if she isnt lying but i dont think she was. I think tonight im gonna go wit her to the carnival cuz i think we need time together lol. Wow i think i need time together wit a lot of people. Anyways wit that being said if Mike wants to go to the movies i guess he can go cuz face it if somthing does happen ill now he isnt the one for me. All we can do is put it all into God's hands. So we will just hope. I think that is pretty much it, so i guess i'll go now. Bye xoxo muah...I just want all of u to kno no matter wat has happened in any of our friendships whether it be laurel, alex, alex, pris, hali i want all of u to kno that I love u to death and each of u have a special place in my heart and always will, and im here for u always...i dont care wat stupid shit happened if u need me im here always...i hope u all kno that at this point cuz if u dont then u dont kno me..well the point of this is just for all of u kno to kno i love you to death and would die for u...and i love u...and sometimes i mean i might needa put myself first as selfish as that sounds but if im not doin good i gotta do somthing about myself first then ill help u, u kno...well bye and if u need me u kno my many means of communication lol