life..wow

[sprocket_fox]

Here I am. I am not dead I promise. Here is the amazing low down.

• I HAVE A JOB!!!!!
• I HAVE A LICENSE!!!!!
• I dont have a car yet still looking
• Almost done with my first semester at Palomar
• Totally and hidiously addicted to knitting and crocheting

Okay so im working at Panera In escondido come visit me. Im workign there full time as wella t going to school full time. That has taken up so much time in my life but I just need to keep it up until I can move out finish my degree and get a real job. Speaking of degrees I think I have finally settled down on something that is both profitable and a creative outlet. Im looking into Graphic Design. I took a photoshop class this semester and I took to it like a fish to water it was so perfect. I Just love the ease of creating beautiful art with a computer. I have had several comendations from my teacher and my fellow students for things that I create idly in between class work.

I have been workign at finding a car and thats not easy at all i have a very small budget espectially.

My relationships have been both suffering and blossoming.
Kodiak and I are doing well and getting back on the right track to building a better D/s relationship.  Last week was the anniversary of us starting to flirt at that fateful NextGen meeting. I still cant believe that its been a whole year. Things are going slow and now are going even slower now that are usual time to spend together has been taken up by work and school. But we are working at it.

My Fox and I are doing well but the stress from both our lives have been effecting our relationship. We get snippy from time as well as my emotions get to me and I think that frustrates him some times.yet at the same time our relationship has gotten deeper and deeper every moment we spend together. Sleeping together  has become a big bonding point for us. Even if we sleep not even touching eachother just knowing he is beside me is so important. He is my Mate in this life and I am proud to say that. In every relationship Ive ever had I always imagine what we would be like 20 years from now, usually something needs to change for us to be happy that long. When I think about Fox and I feel like its already complete. Like nothing needs to change. Its both amazing and alittle frightening. It so soon to even have those things in my head.

ANyways I'll probably have  more to write later i have alot in my head but fox is on his way to me now so I'll see you all later