and dammit, so is my arm.

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my brain is deteriorating. my mind is deTERIORATING DETERIORATING AND ITS THANKS TO ALL OF YOU ALL OF THEM.
YOU MAKE TIME TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

IF I REALLY COULD MAKE TIME TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, I WOULD

I WOOUUULDNT SPEEEENNDDD 22 HOURRS WITHOUUUT FOOOOOD IF I HAD THE CHOIIICE. MAKE TIME?? YOUU MAKE FUCKING TIMMME DAMMIT
YOUUUU MAKE TIIIMMMMMEE.

FOOD, SLEEP, AND RELAXED BREATHS ARE A LUXURY I CAN RARELY AFFORD. no time. no time. no time. only deterioration.

my MIIIND is deteriorating.

and dammit, so is my arm.