i'm bleeding

Jun 21, 2005 22:52

to tear one's heart out, that would be painful, would it not?

you know what...i'm tired of waiting around. i'm wasting my goddamn time. it's a big waste of my fucking time. MY FUCKING TIME. i thought MAYBE you wanted to share it with me. i thought maybe i'd be of some interest to you. but i guess i'm not.

i guess you really dont care about me too much at all.
even if you DO care about me, you dont show it.
well this time i mean it.
FUCK YOU.

ps-i know i'm going to be apologizing for this later. so i'll say it now. i'm sorry. tomorrow, or five minutes from now, i'll be regretting posting this. i'm angry, but soon i'll be remorseful, feeling like i've been exaggerating too much. feeling like i shouldnt even be thinking this. but its what i'm thinking now. whether i'm wrong or right...its what i'm feeling.
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