cuz i regret everything that i said...

[sprklngtwilght]

you were a confidence boost that i didn't need.
you were a warning i could have done without.
you were everything i never wanted.
you were all the things i could never say.
you were all the feelings that i needed to feel one last time.
you were exactly what i wanted.
you were a reminder of the fun i used to have.
you were a reminder of the pain i used to have.
you were a reminder of the mistakes i've made.
you were a reminder of how lucky i am now.
you were my escape.
you were my reason for knowing how i feel.
you were the reason i figured out my life.
you were the reason i was so young.
you were everything she didn't need.
you were a reminder of all of her pain.
you were a reminder of all the things she never had compared to me.
you were a way of measuring her worth.
you were the escape she didn't want me to have.
you were the reason i hate myself.
but
you were perfect for all this...