May 26, 2005 13:28
and i swear, just when you think youre ok with everything... youre not. theres always some new bit of information that makes you sick to your GD stomach. i'm in a bit of a slump this week and mildly oversensitive, i know this... but i also know there are things that consistently bother me that i guess are my issue to deal with... i dunno maybe they're not.. all i know is over the last few weeks there ahve been alot of moments where i have wondered if reworking my relationships with damn near everyone (as in comepletely changing who i spend time with etc) is the solution... some things just dont change so sometimes other things need to... i dunno maybe i'll feel better after i stop getting bad news... after i stop putting my stupid girlie hopes on BS that is never going to come true. chalk this one up to a bad week folks, no biggie LOL after a while you get used to it...
oddly enough, all that being said for the most part i have better over the last few months than i had in ages.. *shrugs* its prolly jsut the little stuff that is all starting to weigh down a bit, it happens and will get better soon ^_^