Wow its been awhile. Breath in..... Exhale
Hi guys, its been a really long time since i actually did my last posting but here goes like the last week or so. First off I got my money from the fin aid dept the same day that the director of my school called over there and started complaning hehe. She is such a fantastic lady. I am currently trying to sort all of my bills out and get everybody paid up so I dont have to worry about paying them later. Yay for pre pay thingies.
NEXT BIG EVENT....last tuesday I shool the hand of the next president of the US (he better be or i am going to russia, hey a tyrant would be better than this). I got off owrk about 5 oclock last tuesday and I raced to my car and zoomed my happy ass down to the TD waterhouse centre. I parked in the Bobb Carr parking garage. hehe i love that theater. When I got to the steps that were in front of the building I found this massive crowd there waiting to get in. We were roped out at the bottom of the stairs since hte doors apparently didnt open until 6. So I call my friend Koz, he answers the phone and i try to find him cause i knew he was there too. well I found him standing on the upper portion of the stairs and i couldnt get to him cause the SS (secret service) had the entire thing blocked. So I call him to tell him to come down, he answers the phone, we spent about 5 minutes before he spotted me, hehe. I ended up having like 4 people waving at him and then he say us *wink* love ya koz. So he comes down the stairs and gives me a blue ticket which gave me access to the seating area behind kerry and allowed me to go on the floor but not close to the stage, had to have a gold ticket for that one. I went and sat down, and these older hispanic women came and sat down beside me, and lo and behold. THEY ALL HAD GOLD TICKETS. I offered to trade my blue for there gold. She just ask "can i stay sitting here if we trade" i said yes (which is true) so we trade tickets and i run my happy ass down to the floor and stand along the railing right in front of the stage. IT was stage, SS agent, rail, me. hehe I LOVED IT. so I stood there for about 2 hours then this band called the Chris Bacartti band started playing. I like them but i have a friend that would love them, (mental note, tell friend) they were alright. but then is things started to get good. Jonny and Grace from the XL1067 morning show came out and emceed the event, then big sexy from the 102jamz morning show came out. (can you say rivalry but they kept it cool) Then grant hill comes on stage. yay for star power. after that congresswoman corrine sumtin or another comes out, and tells kerry to take the gloves off. Buddy dyer the mayor of orlando gets on stage and officailly welcomes them to the city beautiful, orlando. They got off stage, they played music for awhat seemd like an enternity. I started talking to this fishie that was standing beside me, hey i was bored. Then you see about 15 secret service just coming out of the walkway followed for kerry and edwards. They did their little speach thing that I absolutly loved. They then jumped off the stage and started shaking peoples hands. I kinda felt up edwards chest (bitch gots pecs. He was leaning over top me trying to shake the hand of the people behind me, i didnt purposely try and feel up the next VP lol. Then kerry came around, he had a firm hand shake to say the least. the Secret service then instructed me to put the flags that i was carrying into my back pocket (so kerry doesnt lose an eye if I jump) It was great. I ended up getting a sign that said florida is kerry country. 2 flags and a tshirt. it was grand. Afterwards the girl asked me out, (gags, fish, gags) I said i would but i had plans already. So i went up to Koz, he suggests going to fridays so me him and a couple other guys go out and havge a great time at fridays. it was great i tell you.
ok thats one day. more to come yay. lol here we go
Last wednesday I finished up all of my mock presentations which gradutated me into being able to do real presentations now with REACH. =)yay go me. That is pretty much the extent of wednesday (well what i can remember about it other than going to class afterwards till 9. I was on campus 8am 9pm. and who says i dont live here.
Thursday. went to class. it was alright. talked to this girl that i just came out to. hehe i love it. ROSIE I LOVE YOU WOMAN. =) Agian 8am-9pm. with a test in sociology of mental illness. I ended up taking a test in that class which i was totally scared of. but i ended up doing really well on the test and i was all happy. I get the results this Thursday.
Friday.....hmm what did i do on friday......I believe that I ended up hanging out with Koz that night. I am unsure. wow i am having short term memory problems as of late.
Saturday. wow big entry coming in 3...2....1.....GO TIME. (im crazy i know it)
woke up. Went to pick up Koz, we went to IHOP. Saw this really cute boi buttering up his "daddy" to get some money out of him. I thought it was amusing. hehe. Then we went on down to the center, GLBCC (gay lesbian bisexual community center), where I volunteer. I was to help with the raffle. I walk in and see zac.....drops dead........or swoons, faints, all those words would fit, but i caught myself before i actually started heading towards the ground lol. I said hi to him and just made chit chat. omg this boi is like WOW. I want him lol can you tell. I have known him for about 6 months now. We have a "date" to go to medievil times. hehe his treat, im like HELL YEAH. AT the fair he ended up out selling me, hehe becuase i let his ass (hey i am not about to show up someone that i like). Also as soon as i got there he had me try these pastry thingies he made. He is a professional pastry chef that works at disney. so yeah he is good. I first tried to the chocolate ones. he said he imported the chocolate and it had twice as much chocolate in it than hersheys does. it was muy chocolate. Next the Key lime, which he stressed was real key lime and not that crap they call key lime in the grocery store. it was yummy and i dont even like keylime really. next the apple tart thingie. It tasted like fried apples put into a tart with brown sugar on teh top of it. that was my favorite one. Also at the event, i had a tarot card reading (koz remind me i owe you $5) so this it (i couldnt tell if it was a ugly woman or bad queen) gives me a tarot card reading. she does a celtic cross. first card she pulls over was "higher standards" she told me that i need to raise my standards for my future to come the way it should. she said not only in my love life but in my work place as well. im like hmm ok. next card was sexuality. she said since this came so close to the "raising standards" card that it meant that i need to definetly raise my standards in teh people i try and date. then she said it. she said "you dont have to settle" I was like OMG LINDSAY!!!!!! WHERE IS THE BLACK DOLLY PARTON WHEN I NEED YOU!!!! (inside joke. hehe) So then she turns over a the "self actualization" she said it was in the past and that i had come to accept my sexuality and how intense its power was. she said this was talking about the whole gay thing and it must have been a struggle within myself or it wouldnt have shown its head on the table. im like hmm ok (it was true but i wasnt going to make this easy for the it). next card "vacation" she said that I am to busy to see what it truly happening around myself. She said that i dont actually need to go anywhere but i need more "me time" (this bitch is right btw 13 hours on campus mon-fri is a bit much) next card - "higher consciosness" she said that by takin the time out i will be able to appreciate and have the power to raise my standards with the vaction, becuase the vacation would lead me to be able to see things as they are hence the word conscioness. NEXT CARD - inner power. She said that even though I need a break with what i am doing, the things that i am doing are not challenging enough for me and that i needed to do things that have meaning rather than just be busy all the time. guess i cant sit at work at 9 am updating live journal anymore does it. hehe i love getting paid to play around on the internet. I forget teh next couple of cards that she turned over (i was getting bored, i took this whole thing with a grain of salt, i just thought it would be amusing lol but she said some really key things like "setlling" and something else personal that she probbaly shouldnt ahve known.) but she ended up turning the last card over and it said "make music" she said that I will end up getting exactly what i need and want out of life and that my life wil lbe like a song that pleases other people to think about. and then, i look up from the table. and there is Zac lookin at me....smiling. im like OMG OMFG OMFG. it was really fucking wierd is all i have to say. Zac and I hadnt seen each other in a few months becuase we didnt have each others numbers or contact info and the place where we met he couldnt come to anymore cuase his work wouldnt allow it. HE said his work schedule might be changing soon ::crosses finger:: hehe we exchange phone numbers and with that Koz and i left, but not before Koz could win 50 dollars worth of porn. thanks to ME hehe. u better share boi.
after the rainbow health fair Koz and I went to pick up my bestestestest best friend in teh world. NIC aka twinkie bka twinkums *wink* we just ended up going to the mall and walking around a little while it was great fun. i miss him alot. damn school. damn school DAMN BEING BUSY. it makes me not able to talk to him that much anymore. he knows i loves him though. I am going ot be hanging out with him tongiht. YAY YAY. right after i get out of testing the gay pop for HIV, (thats what i volunteer doing, its something that needs to be done, ask me about it if you have any questions) and then go do something. no idea what. but it will be fun, ::hugs nic::
Sunday....Hurricane Jeanne. yup gotta love florida weather. you have 2 options, dry and hot, or HURRICANE. apparently mother nature has decided that all of us lovely floridians need more hurricane days. I disagree but like most women, mother nature is a bitch. So i spend all of sunday in my apartment and it was GREAT, i needed some time just to sit there and to do nothing. it was very grand i tell you. I ended up reading the book "latter days" omg omg omg READ THE BOOK (then see the movie so you can cuss the movie, again like always, the book was better) It was just simply amazing and inspiring. it was written by the same guy that wrote sweet home alabama. GO READ IT. .. NOW. and yes there will be a quiz later. I was so into that book with every emotion that i have.
5am, BAM BAM BAM BAM RAP RAP RAP went the door. hehe like that, im going to give poe a run for his money. well the bitch that was knockin at my door sure as hell could have matched him on his evilness meter. I answer the door, and she asks. "is someone bouncing a ball, throwing a dart maybe, just jumping for the hell of it" she said that my roomate phil has woken her up every night for the past 2.5 weeks with his bass and she was getting ready to call in a noise complaint. If we get a noise complaint i will kill that albino fuck head. I dont need that on my leasing history. I told her that i would take care of it. I knocked loud as fuck at his door. said to turn the fuckin bass off and told him what happened. I went back to bed, 5 minutes later, CRASH. walked into the living room, and the coffee table apparently decided to committ suicide than to be a good coffee table anymore. Phil and I picked up the glass, vacuumed, and went back to bed at about 6. damn woman wakin me up on account of him.
Yesterday... I woke up at 830, called this woman that i had an appointment with for class. I have to go observe her treatment facility for adolescents. Yeah i got her secretary on the phone. Sorry linda decided not to come in today. Granted it was the day after a hurrican but still. fishie coulda called. Went back to bed. woke up about 1130. got on AIM, asked my girl Alaina to go eat lunch with me =) she is my food buddy. After that I went to pick up Koz from work, went home to pick up phil, took Koz home, and went to Universal Studios. YAY for annual passes. nothing really spectacule happened there. except they shut the mummy down as i was in line for it, when i got to the front of the line i noticed that the rumor was true. That some guy got killed on it. When he was loading the cart he fell over the front and fell 4 foot. he complained about stomach pains, they took him to the hospital and he died in surgery. After that. I went home, cleaned a tad, John came over, he needs a haven for a little while to recoup from the hurricane. we ended up just chillin at my place for a little while, going to walmart, then chilis, (which we didnt order anything lol) then i went to block buster to rent the movie "latter days" which i will be buyin soon. =) soooo goood. We watched it at gregs house and it was awesome. greg apparently likes to talk during movies which PISSES ME OFF but hey it was his place so i didnt say much of anything. It was a good night. lol we got the dog drunk off of grey goose vodka.
Went home. passed out. woke up,. hit snoze, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, lol and know i am sitting at work running out of things to say. So with that i think that i am going to say bye bye for now.
HA!!!! YOU guys better be happy. i updated hehe *wink* see what you get when i actually do update lol
NEXT BIG EVENT....last tuesday I shool the hand of the next president of the US (he better be or i am going to russia, hey a tyrant would be better than this). I got off owrk about 5 oclock last tuesday and I raced to my car and zoomed my happy ass down to the TD waterhouse centre. I parked in the Bobb Carr parking garage. hehe i love that theater. When I got to the steps that were in front of the building I found this massive crowd there waiting to get in. We were roped out at the bottom of the stairs since hte doors apparently didnt open until 6. So I call my friend Koz, he answers the phone and i try to find him cause i knew he was there too. well I found him standing on the upper portion of the stairs and i couldnt get to him cause the SS (secret service) had the entire thing blocked. So I call him to tell him to come down, he answers the phone, we spent about 5 minutes before he spotted me, hehe. I ended up having like 4 people waving at him and then he say us *wink* love ya koz. So he comes down the stairs and gives me a blue ticket which gave me access to the seating area behind kerry and allowed me to go on the floor but not close to the stage, had to have a gold ticket for that one. I went and sat down, and these older hispanic women came and sat down beside me, and lo and behold. THEY ALL HAD GOLD TICKETS. I offered to trade my blue for there gold. She just ask "can i stay sitting here if we trade" i said yes (which is true) so we trade tickets and i run my happy ass down to the floor and stand along the railing right in front of the stage. IT was stage, SS agent, rail, me. hehe I LOVED IT. so I stood there for about 2 hours then this band called the Chris Bacartti band started playing. I like them but i have a friend that would love them, (mental note, tell friend) they were alright. but then is things started to get good. Jonny and Grace from the XL1067 morning show came out and emceed the event, then big sexy from the 102jamz morning show came out. (can you say rivalry but they kept it cool) Then grant hill comes on stage. yay for star power. after that congresswoman corrine sumtin or another comes out, and tells kerry to take the gloves off. Buddy dyer the mayor of orlando gets on stage and officailly welcomes them to the city beautiful, orlando. They got off stage, they played music for awhat seemd like an enternity. I started talking to this fishie that was standing beside me, hey i was bored. Then you see about 15 secret service just coming out of the walkway followed for kerry and edwards. They did their little speach thing that I absolutly loved. They then jumped off the stage and started shaking peoples hands. I kinda felt up edwards chest (bitch gots pecs. He was leaning over top me trying to shake the hand of the people behind me, i didnt purposely try and feel up the next VP lol. Then kerry came around, he had a firm hand shake to say the least. the Secret service then instructed me to put the flags that i was carrying into my back pocket (so kerry doesnt lose an eye if I jump) It was great. I ended up getting a sign that said florida is kerry country. 2 flags and a tshirt. it was grand. Afterwards the girl asked me out, (gags, fish, gags) I said i would but i had plans already. So i went up to Koz, he suggests going to fridays so me him and a couple other guys go out and havge a great time at fridays. it was great i tell you.
ok thats one day. more to come yay. lol here we go
Last wednesday I finished up all of my mock presentations which gradutated me into being able to do real presentations now with REACH. =)yay go me. That is pretty much the extent of wednesday (well what i can remember about it other than going to class afterwards till 9. I was on campus 8am 9pm. and who says i dont live here.
Thursday. went to class. it was alright. talked to this girl that i just came out to. hehe i love it. ROSIE I LOVE YOU WOMAN. =) Agian 8am-9pm. with a test in sociology of mental illness. I ended up taking a test in that class which i was totally scared of. but i ended up doing really well on the test and i was all happy. I get the results this Thursday.
Friday.....hmm what did i do on friday......I believe that I ended up hanging out with Koz that night. I am unsure. wow i am having short term memory problems as of late.
Saturday. wow big entry coming in 3...2....1.....GO TIME. (im crazy i know it)
woke up. Went to pick up Koz, we went to IHOP. Saw this really cute boi buttering up his "daddy" to get some money out of him. I thought it was amusing. hehe. Then we went on down to the center, GLBCC (gay lesbian bisexual community center), where I volunteer. I was to help with the raffle. I walk in and see zac.....drops dead........or swoons, faints, all those words would fit, but i caught myself before i actually started heading towards the ground lol. I said hi to him and just made chit chat. omg this boi is like WOW. I want him lol can you tell. I have known him for about 6 months now. We have a "date" to go to medievil times. hehe his treat, im like HELL YEAH. AT the fair he ended up out selling me, hehe becuase i let his ass (hey i am not about to show up someone that i like). Also as soon as i got there he had me try these pastry thingies he made. He is a professional pastry chef that works at disney. so yeah he is good. I first tried to the chocolate ones. he said he imported the chocolate and it had twice as much chocolate in it than hersheys does. it was muy chocolate. Next the Key lime, which he stressed was real key lime and not that crap they call key lime in the grocery store. it was yummy and i dont even like keylime really. next the apple tart thingie. It tasted like fried apples put into a tart with brown sugar on teh top of it. that was my favorite one. Also at the event, i had a tarot card reading (koz remind me i owe you $5) so this it (i couldnt tell if it was a ugly woman or bad queen) gives me a tarot card reading. she does a celtic cross. first card she pulls over was "higher standards" she told me that i need to raise my standards for my future to come the way it should. she said not only in my love life but in my work place as well. im like hmm ok. next card was sexuality. she said since this came so close to the "raising standards" card that it meant that i need to definetly raise my standards in teh people i try and date. then she said it. she said "you dont have to settle" I was like OMG LINDSAY!!!!!! WHERE IS THE BLACK DOLLY PARTON WHEN I NEED YOU!!!! (inside joke. hehe) So then she turns over a the "self actualization" she said it was in the past and that i had come to accept my sexuality and how intense its power was. she said this was talking about the whole gay thing and it must have been a struggle within myself or it wouldnt have shown its head on the table. im like hmm ok (it was true but i wasnt going to make this easy for the it). next card "vacation" she said that I am to busy to see what it truly happening around myself. She said that i dont actually need to go anywhere but i need more "me time" (this bitch is right btw 13 hours on campus mon-fri is a bit much) next card - "higher consciosness" she said that by takin the time out i will be able to appreciate and have the power to raise my standards with the vaction, becuase the vacation would lead me to be able to see things as they are hence the word conscioness. NEXT CARD - inner power. She said that even though I need a break with what i am doing, the things that i am doing are not challenging enough for me and that i needed to do things that have meaning rather than just be busy all the time. guess i cant sit at work at 9 am updating live journal anymore does it. hehe i love getting paid to play around on the internet. I forget teh next couple of cards that she turned over (i was getting bored, i took this whole thing with a grain of salt, i just thought it would be amusing lol but she said some really key things like "setlling" and something else personal that she probbaly shouldnt ahve known.) but she ended up turning the last card over and it said "make music" she said that I will end up getting exactly what i need and want out of life and that my life wil lbe like a song that pleases other people to think about. and then, i look up from the table. and there is Zac lookin at me....smiling. im like OMG OMFG OMFG. it was really fucking wierd is all i have to say. Zac and I hadnt seen each other in a few months becuase we didnt have each others numbers or contact info and the place where we met he couldnt come to anymore cuase his work wouldnt allow it. HE said his work schedule might be changing soon ::crosses finger:: hehe we exchange phone numbers and with that Koz and i left, but not before Koz could win 50 dollars worth of porn. thanks to ME hehe. u better share boi.
after the rainbow health fair Koz and I went to pick up my bestestestest best friend in teh world. NIC aka twinkie bka twinkums *wink* we just ended up going to the mall and walking around a little while it was great fun. i miss him alot. damn school. damn school DAMN BEING BUSY. it makes me not able to talk to him that much anymore. he knows i loves him though. I am going ot be hanging out with him tongiht. YAY YAY. right after i get out of testing the gay pop for HIV, (thats what i volunteer doing, its something that needs to be done, ask me about it if you have any questions) and then go do something. no idea what. but it will be fun, ::hugs nic::
Sunday....Hurricane Jeanne. yup gotta love florida weather. you have 2 options, dry and hot, or HURRICANE. apparently mother nature has decided that all of us lovely floridians need more hurricane days. I disagree but like most women, mother nature is a bitch. So i spend all of sunday in my apartment and it was GREAT, i needed some time just to sit there and to do nothing. it was very grand i tell you. I ended up reading the book "latter days" omg omg omg READ THE BOOK (then see the movie so you can cuss the movie, again like always, the book was better) It was just simply amazing and inspiring. it was written by the same guy that wrote sweet home alabama. GO READ IT. .. NOW. and yes there will be a quiz later. I was so into that book with every emotion that i have.
5am, BAM BAM BAM BAM RAP RAP RAP went the door. hehe like that, im going to give poe a run for his money. well the bitch that was knockin at my door sure as hell could have matched him on his evilness meter. I answer the door, and she asks. "is someone bouncing a ball, throwing a dart maybe, just jumping for the hell of it" she said that my roomate phil has woken her up every night for the past 2.5 weeks with his bass and she was getting ready to call in a noise complaint. If we get a noise complaint i will kill that albino fuck head. I dont need that on my leasing history. I told her that i would take care of it. I knocked loud as fuck at his door. said to turn the fuckin bass off and told him what happened. I went back to bed, 5 minutes later, CRASH. walked into the living room, and the coffee table apparently decided to committ suicide than to be a good coffee table anymore. Phil and I picked up the glass, vacuumed, and went back to bed at about 6. damn woman wakin me up on account of him.
Yesterday... I woke up at 830, called this woman that i had an appointment with for class. I have to go observe her treatment facility for adolescents. Yeah i got her secretary on the phone. Sorry linda decided not to come in today. Granted it was the day after a hurrican but still. fishie coulda called. Went back to bed. woke up about 1130. got on AIM, asked my girl Alaina to go eat lunch with me =) she is my food buddy. After that I went to pick up Koz from work, went home to pick up phil, took Koz home, and went to Universal Studios. YAY for annual passes. nothing really spectacule happened there. except they shut the mummy down as i was in line for it, when i got to the front of the line i noticed that the rumor was true. That some guy got killed on it. When he was loading the cart he fell over the front and fell 4 foot. he complained about stomach pains, they took him to the hospital and he died in surgery. After that. I went home, cleaned a tad, John came over, he needs a haven for a little while to recoup from the hurricane. we ended up just chillin at my place for a little while, going to walmart, then chilis, (which we didnt order anything lol) then i went to block buster to rent the movie "latter days" which i will be buyin soon. =) soooo goood. We watched it at gregs house and it was awesome. greg apparently likes to talk during movies which PISSES ME OFF but hey it was his place so i didnt say much of anything. It was a good night. lol we got the dog drunk off of grey goose vodka.
Went home. passed out. woke up,. hit snoze, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, lol and know i am sitting at work running out of things to say. So with that i think that i am going to say bye bye for now.
HA!!!! YOU guys better be happy. i updated hehe *wink* see what you get when i actually do update lol