It cant get any worse than this..

Feb 16, 2006 20:06

Well for all of those who dont know, i was starting to get interested in this guy matt. He was asking me to hang out all the time so i thought maybe he was a little interested too.
Anyways we hung out on valentines day and I had so much fun, he tried to teach me a song on his guitar and then he played it for me and it was so awesome. That day i was planning to tell him how i felt..well until this happened.

I had asked him how his valentines day went so far and he told me the story of how his best friend (whos a girl) and him always had a thing for eachother, and finally she asked him out. When i heard this my heart sunk. I sure as hell wont tell him how i feel anymore. Now im not even sure if he was into me at all in the beginning..maybe he just wanted me as a friend? Who knows.

All i know is that he is amazing. He is a true gentleman who will make his girlfriend very happy. And im happy for him, i truly am...its just disappointing. I never had a chance.

Truth is, i'll never get over you. I wish i was standing in her shoes.
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