In my memories
I miss these days. Havin fun in the sun. Laying on the golden beach all day. Turning dark brown. Swimming in the ocean. Looking outside to the beach and ocean at night with the cool breeze blowing past me. Those are the days I wouldnt trade for the world. Now look where I'm stuck, in this icebox. What I wouldn't give to be back in paradise.
Besides that, the boy I was interested in never called me back when he said he would. I guess thats alright, I was just a tad bit hurt. When i think about it, If i show no interest anymore eventually ill stop caring. That usually how it goes. Even though im not with tommy i feel terrible for what ive done. I not only hurt him, but myself as well. I realized that i will miss all the fun times we had together and i will be jelous when he gets with another girl. Im afraid he will forget me. I know im the one who decided we shouldnt be together, because in my heart i know its for the best but im scared im making a huge mistake. I still love him and i always will but i wish things could have worked out between us. He is the best guy i know. Oh well. And girls..when you start dating someone...keep thing little things that remind you of him or the presents he gives you..because in the end it matters..at least for me it did. I will always want to remember this one.