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Having standards is the key to experiencing the love life you want. Sit down and think about what's really important to you. Funny, isn't it, how the list is so different from what you've been getting?
Well if i think about it thats very true. The love in my life really wasn't making very happy, and i think its good that we ended our realtionship. Sure I was sad about it because after all I do love Tommy but then again I wasn't making myself happy, and I have to put myself first. I thought I did like todd, and I really do but he just doesnt seem to be serious about me which upset me but there is nothing I can do about that. And well I really liked this one guy, and sam knows who I'm talking about but I've always liked him and he never knew and I dont think I will ever tell him. Anyways It just feels like he was setting a trap for me and I fell into it face first. Its just from the way he talked to me I felt like he was interested, in fact I was sure of it but now it feels as if he was just pretending and he doesnt care for me at all. It's just he confused me and I feel tricked. I feel this hurt inside knowing that I will never have him because I'm not good enough for him, but gosh I wish I was so bad. He seems perfect...
The thing that makes me upset is when guys say treat you as if they want you or at least like you as a friend and then they completely ignore you as if they dont care you exist. Well this has been happening to me a lot and i dont know what to do anymore. Just forget i guess.