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Everything is going wrong. But when is it ever good? I hate the feeling I have. It is getting so fucken cold it sucks soooooooooo bad, snow and wind chill factor sucks PT in the fucken cold with my toes going numb, this is what I wake up for every morning. JUST loving it. I am so California dreaming just about now, I know its not hot or anything but compare to this dump it is great. Mix emotions of deploying to Afghanistan, the good news because of knee surgery omg 20 years old and knee surgery who would of thought? FUCK! I might not go this time around. Next goal for next year is to actually go through the Interrogator job and become an Arabic linguist and going to Air Assault depending on the knee, I got 9 months for a full recovery. But the truth is the Army has such great doctors, NOT! OMg I could rant and rave about this but I won't. There is so much shit about this Army that is just wonderful. Notice the sarcasm in my writting? The future seems so unclear but that is for everything so instead of crying about it like I always do I'm going to try to change me more then I have. I do I want to go home and see my friends and be crazy but with a fucken torn ACL and surgery I might be so upset that I'm on crutches again I'll cry.