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So here it is. The moment that I will find out what is going to happen. I really am hopeing for the best. I doubt anything good is going to come out of this. I am terrified and it sucks that I am such a weak person and let it get this far. I hope it is good and that everything will go okay. I don't know why I act like I don't know what the outcome is going to be. I guess there is part of me that wants to be hopeful. Is that asking for to much?