Jan 06, 2004 17:22
did you ever hear a song and it just be absolutly perfect?
like, it describes whats going on in your life, or what you want to happen or how you feel?
i love that feeling - when it just relates ...do you know what i mean?
well- i just heard this song by Tonation called Put on a light. wow. first of all, its a damn good band...and its a damn good song. its exactly what i wanted to hear.
"is there a book that i can read
that could tell me where i am going
adn wehre i am supposed to be,
who will stick around,
who will i meet,
what will stay important
what wil become obsolete?
oh i cant see whats ahead of me,
the feeling taht im blind,
not knowing whats ahead of me,
feeling lonely all the time
can somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
can somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
put on a light
will i be jobless on the street without a home,
destined to be living my whole life all alone?
or win the lottery, wouldnt that be kinda funny-
an idiot like me..
what would i do with all that money?
oh i cant see whats ahead of me,
the feeling that im blind,
not knowing whats ahead of me,
feeling lonely all the time
will somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
can somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
can somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
can somebody please tell me where im supposed to be
put on a light - give me some sight
Put on a light. "
much thanks to the guys of tonation..not that theyll ever read this..but damn- thanks
it made me think about how its another year - how the last one i wasted - how i have no idea what i should be doing - im not even trying at all in school- i dont do a damn thing -im graduating soon and im not sure where i want to go after school. do i want to teach? do i want to get into law? and when i do pick a career or whatever- am i sure thats what i want to do for the rest of my life? do i want to stay in jersey? move to new york? move to spain? what do i want? i started thinking about my friends too - some of them are just amazing..theyre the greatest people in the world. but some are fake and some are dragging me down. is that the way everything is? should i keep sailing? putting up with all the shit at the yacht club? spend all my money on sailing like i always have to do? take the bs job at the yacht club? theres so much more too ...
it can basically be summed up into this - Do I Want To Keep Doing What Im Doing?
the answer is no. i cant. my life is getting screwed. i need to focus on the future a bit more. not that im going to start staying home to study instead of weekend show and stop partying- but i think i need to tone it down a little.
get it? TONe it down - TONation.
perfect.
thanks for listening to my epiphany...
all the usual hearts to you <3 leigh