tear my world apart.

Jan 22, 2005 21:54

i never wanted it to be this way..

we spent-the summer nites we spent drinking and even gettin caught, goin to the mall wit everyone for presents 4 tha grls, killer hampsters, goin to concerts, playing bingo with ppls mommys and having ppl win BIG time, crashin the nite @ random ppls houses, waiting for metros in the early morning cus we were @ "sum1's moms house" and having ther dad drive right by us, "just us birds up here", being draggged to things i didnt wanna go to in the first place but ended up enjoying them, calling taxis for a "drunk" girl, goin go-carting and having father-daughter- Caitlin time, having a blast @ the "andersons" for her 'bday party', stealin ppls beer @ 2am, runnin down the street half naked, stupid figths that when you look back now seem funny, lightin up in the shaggin wagon and not being able ot feel the pedal, bad shoppin cart expierences with pot holes and BK drive thrus, stealing change from the drive thru lots, watchin the flying chicken in school, making up stupid songs about mini vans, cricket phones, the I-90 at 1am, playing ding dong ditch on binko and running for our lives, "look zen chickens", walking down transit running from the popo @ 4am, taking the mini van for a joy ride quite a few times, gettin detention for popping popcorn in gym class, crazy ppl wanthing to jump off waterfalls, teachers with twitchy noses "hippopotamous", having 'treasure maps' and walking mileS aimlessly on the beach, Sr karen and her odd vegetable shirt, being the only white ppl in WBLK, having fun watching the catholic channel, wonderin what it would like to get sum1s bunny stoned, great talks with ppl and douchers, making our own herbal thing which wasnt capable of being smoked and goin in the house and having her sister say it smells like oregeno, falling off random swingin chairs, having fun @ the peanut line, waiting outside forever in the freezing cold for ppls asses never to show up, having my friends kidnapp me in the pouring rain. [haveing them all jst be there for me]

I wonder what wud happen if i didnt always fuck things up and screw my friends over.

her make up smeared around as tears run down her face
the mask she had is soon to be erased
she's broken and let down with nowhere left to turn
asking herself what's worth living for*
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