Jun 15, 2008 14:25
Hello baby. Mom is sitting here thinking of you on Fathers day. You never had the chance to have a child but you are an uncle. I know you would have been the best uncle to Jodi's boys. You were getting so excited about her having her baby. You missed being here and I'm so sorry for that. Sorry for your sister. She gets the blues sometimes thinking of how you and her boys would be hanging out and you playing with them.
Your namesake looks so much like you it is almost scary.
I know you and your dad didn't have much of a relationship. I am sorry for that. I bet he is pretty sorry now too. But your dad is who he is. I know he loves you very much. Someday you two can have a heart to heart chat and things will be fine.
You are with the best Father ever and are spending a lot of time learning from Him. It is awesome for you.
You left us too soon my son. Too soon for us but God knows what He is doing and we just have to trust and lean on Him. I am trying to do just that. You belong to Him. I do miss you very much. We all do. But you know that.
For you, it is now a wonderful life. You don't have to worry about gas prices or work or bills that need to be paid. You don't have to worry about anything anymore. And soon I will see you and hold you again.
This old world is in a mess. Where you are is just beauty and love. Peace beyond all understanding and I am anxious to join you.
I don't know how much you are able to know about what goes on but I am sure you know what you need to know. I know all Heaven rejoices over one sinner saved so you know that when it happens. There also must be a lot of activity going on there too waiting for the Father to shout, Son go get Your Bride. From the way things are going here it has to be pretty soon. I truly believe that with all my heart and soul.
God made promises to the Jewish nation and soon He will make good on them.
Soon my beloved son. Soon.
Love,
Mommy.