Jan 19, 2007 01:59
When I'm busy, and things are actually happening to me, I often find I have very little to say.
Sometimes, I really overthink things, and sometimes I just dive right in, head first, and see if I can get away with trying to keep up and simultaneously barely paying attention to what's going on.
Here's what I need to do:
I need to stop smoking reefer.
For at least the next ten minutes.
Then I need to fry a cream cheese and jelly sandwich in a stick of butter and fall asleep.
Its crazy to me, how fast everything seems to be changing. Seems like ever since I picked up a proflic marijuana addiction, time has begun to pass differently for me. Everyone else I know that's my age is doing big things. Everyone has a big batch of adulthood staring them in the face.
Bentley's having a kid. Kyle's having a kid.
Ms. Luce is getting her PHD this year. Jerm is going to the fucking army.
Johnny the Pirate moved to Arizona, and is having a kid.
Vicki finally found herself a nice boyfriend, and that's a big deal for Vicki, seriously.
I could keep going, for everyone I know, but they're stories you already know, I'm sure; the same patterns and channels navigated by the course of many lives.
Everything seemed to happen overnight. It takes me a longer time to do things than most people.
I'm patient, however, and content to sit back and be as happy and hopeful as I can be for all of them.
All my friends, be well. I hope you all find happiness.
Go where the wind takes you.
-Zak