and you saved me from myself.
alright im doing a friend then im taking a nap cause im a cool cat like that.
These people who contributed to who i am, they are with me
wherever i go, and as history gets rewritten in small ways with each passing day, my love for them only grows... because the truth is it was the best of times. mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all of that has receded into fond memory now. how does it happen? why are we so quick to forget the bad and romanticize the good? maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together actually meant something, that we were there for each other in a time in our lives that defined us all, a time in our lives that we will never forget. i can't swear this is exactly how it happened, but this is how it felt
doug richards.. you make me smile everyday of my life. even if im in a bad mood and im a bitch to you, you just say "aw allie i love you dont be mad at me!" god im going to miss those little fights with you.. i swear your like my brother or something. and you always have these little sex talks with christina and it makes me laugh so hard cause you guys talk about it and you sound so silly. andd ahh.. i dont even really remember how i met you.. i guess it was through christina and in study hall and gym and earth science and i have like 6 out of 8 lunches with you, since i steal your fries and pop like everyday. and every morning you look at me and smile and throw your hands up in the air and open your mouth all suprised like you havent seen me in years and give me the biggest hugs. im going to miss those... and i swear doug, youre the next best thing to a brother. our relationship is deep, but its more in a sense of a brotherly-sisterly way.. and i would not have it any other way. and i remember at formal you danced with me for one dance and you wouldnt even like touch me, but if it was any other time you would be like raping me. lol... and i remember going to the movies with you before i met ted, and it was with me and you and christina and doug and krystal and mark and i just sat in your lap the whole time cause you took my seat and you got all sweaty from your sweatpant things and it was gross but we were just laughing about it afterwards. and i know that i can tell you my secrets cause were just so close and ahh ive never been so close to a guy before thats not in a love-dovey way. youre always praying for me in earth science, cause you know i need every prayer i can get, and you never care when i hit you or tease you or laugh at you.. you just smile and get over it and i love it!!and youre always making fun of amy ruby, and raping tracey, and just being doug. and youre just always there for me and i appreciate it so much. and doug, one of my two best guy friends at aquinas... im going to miss you more than you know. <33
A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends don't carry knives
there are times when you have no clue what to say to someone, no clue how to end their pain, but to give them a hug, it doesnt take away the pain, doesnt make the problem go away, but it gives them this little ounce of hope, that makes it all okay.. just for one moment.. and you do that for me.
If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together there is something you must always remember: you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I'll always be with you
Do you remember the first time we met? It seemed we came together in instant friendship. We somehow knew we could lean upon each other, depend upon one another. It seemed as though we had always been friends. We've helped each other through times when we never thought we could endure. For as long as I live, you will always hold a place inside of me. Our friendship will always be a very important part of my life
I wanna take a picture
so I can remember this moment forever.
I wanna take a picture
so I can remember this moment together
love,allie.