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I wish my first post of 2006 wasn't during such a sad occasion. I want to thank anyone that I've talked to for all of the wonderful things they have said to me whether about my mother or just kind thoughts. I miss her a lot, but I have to be strong for the rest of my family. My grandparents are taking this really hard and my brother doesn't really know what to do with himself. I don't know what to do to help them either. Ugh, I don't mean to go on like this, but this is the type of stuff I would normally talk to my mom about and I can't do that anymore. I have talked to so many people over the course of the past couple of days it's crazy. I should probably go so I can talk to some more and make it over to my grandparent's house to be with them. They want me and my brother there as much as possible since we're all they have left of their daughter. I totally understand - we are family and love each other very much. Thank you again for all of your thoughts. I really do appreciate it.