and when the weather bothers me i empty drawers of other summers where my shadows used to be...
my dad is listening to Barbara Streisand right now. I think if we added this to the list of other rather strange and quirky things that he does, like his affinity for Ralph Lauren sweater vests, pink polo shirts, and the perfect shade of khaki dockers, we'd be amazed my father is a very happily married, hetersexual male.
I'm having one of those wierd 'I'm about to pick up and leave' moments currently. I get nervous and flustered that I dont have everything I need... that I have too many bags.. too many posessions.. that I need to take pictures of people.. that I'm going to miss my dog and watching all things rock at 4 am on MTV2. I start to realize I'm gonna miss the massive gatherings at Red Bamboo on a really snowy night, and the driving back to Long Island with JP and Mike and Melanie singing the Smiths the whole time. Meh.
I gave away so many of my clothes last night... I just feel like I have so many things.
And I dont make sense right now..
And for some reason I miss Leigh hardcore... like... I wish she was always around me...
and suddenly.. my heart hurts.
I'm having one of those wierd 'I'm about to pick up and leave' moments currently. I get nervous and flustered that I dont have everything I need... that I have too many bags.. too many posessions.. that I need to take pictures of people.. that I'm going to miss my dog and watching all things rock at 4 am on MTV2. I start to realize I'm gonna miss the massive gatherings at Red Bamboo on a really snowy night, and the driving back to Long Island with JP and Mike and Melanie singing the Smiths the whole time. Meh.
I gave away so many of my clothes last night... I just feel like I have so many things.
And I dont make sense right now..
And for some reason I miss Leigh hardcore... like... I wish she was always around me...
and suddenly.. my heart hurts.