[Private to Kakashi-san, hackable]white_needlesDecember 5 2007, 15:30:02 UTC
My mind understands what you're saying. However... *presses a hand against his chest and tightly fists his clothes* I can't keep from blaming myself. What if something like this happens again? Will I lose you, too?
The other promises I've made are also hard to keep, but all of them... I've made them to my precious people. That's why breaking them is so devastating.
*chuckles weakly* Protecting her somehow was all I could do for her. Looking back though, I can see the impossibility of that task I've put myself up against especially when her move to Yuuko-san's teahouse became permanent... *wipes away the tears that have started to roll down his cheeks and curses himself for being so weak* It was foolish and selfish of me to believe that I could do that for her, out of all her other friends here who are likely stronger than I am. Zack-san's killing himself in trying to look for her all over the place, Tiki-san has a better way of looking for her with that Tease of his... who am I to think that I can call my friend when I... I can't even... *pauses for a while, unable to type while he's crying strongly*
It was selfish of me to think that she... she needed me....
The other promises I've made are also hard to keep, but all of them... I've made them to my precious people. That's why breaking them is so devastating.
*chuckles weakly* Protecting her somehow was all I could do for her. Looking back though, I can see the impossibility of that task I've put myself up against especially when her move to Yuuko-san's teahouse became permanent... *wipes away the tears that have started to roll down his cheeks and curses himself for being so weak* It was foolish and selfish of me to believe that I could do that for her, out of all her other friends here who are likely stronger than I am. Zack-san's killing himself in trying to look for her all over the place, Tiki-san has a better way of looking for her with that Tease of his... who am I to think that I can call my friend when I... I can't even... *pauses for a while, unable to type while he's crying strongly*
It was selfish of me to think that she... she needed me....
((ooc: Strike-outs are blurry.))
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I’m going over there right now.
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