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I went over to a friend of house last night after work and I brought Jade along with me. Jade had so much fun there but he always seems to have fun over there. He played with the dog a lot and my friends mom a lot and was just warn out he was asleep before we got to the end of the street.
At work was not as fun and relaxing. My “Boss” was over an hour late for work and I did not have keys to get in and it was snowing. He did not even have the sense to call me on my cell phone and let me know. The store was very busy and that is a good thing because the more people that I ring up the less busy work I am forced to do.
I am lost in my own feelings I am torn. I don’t want to wait forever but I will.
This morning when I woke up I was disappointed in things. I was not happy with things I was sad and at the same time angry. Iam angry at myself for not saying anything yesterday I need to learn to say what I feel to whom ever because I only live once (I don’t believe that) but I may only encounter these situations in this life.
No one reads this journal but it gives me some place to think
At work was not as fun and relaxing. My “Boss” was over an hour late for work and I did not have keys to get in and it was snowing. He did not even have the sense to call me on my cell phone and let me know. The store was very busy and that is a good thing because the more people that I ring up the less busy work I am forced to do.
I am lost in my own feelings I am torn. I don’t want to wait forever but I will.
This morning when I woke up I was disappointed in things. I was not happy with things I was sad and at the same time angry. Iam angry at myself for not saying anything yesterday I need to learn to say what I feel to whom ever because I only live once (I don’t believe that) but I may only encounter these situations in this life.
No one reads this journal but it gives me some place to think