Sep 22, 2006 16:36
hmm, imminence. something good maybe? i had that feeling for a while, but its kind of gone away. maybe what i was waiting for..or well, not really waiting for but kind of..not anticipated, but...FELT like was going to come, came and i either missed it (but that's highly unlogical because if it came then i didn't miss it) or it already came but wasn't as great as i surmised it would be. or maybe it was? wish i knew what came. wish i knew what i was predicting would come. perhaps it's hear but it's hard to recognize and it takes a while to notice...? i need to find a homecoming dress. ah, teen hormone gatherings. the sweetness of youth is in sweaty congregations of 16 through 21, with sweaty boys and girls brushing up against me and each other, coaxing one another into falling in love with themselves. you dig? its really quite beautiful. there will never be another point in our lives when we can fall in love so many times at once and either a)blame it on hormones or b)make it look cute. models and fat women should battle. maybe those in between can then live in peace.