smashmyfacepleasethentakemeaway.
when i die i'm going to be a mermaid, i promise.
p r o m i s e . . .
P
R
O
M
I
S
E
.
.
.
and i'll
HOLD
you to it.
because
"i believe in you so much i could die for the words that you say.."
i feel as though i'm shaking the firm hand of rejection. i would take your pain for myself any day but i wish you could feel t h i s for just a split second.. i don't understand you, it keeps me wanting more, i dont know what you mean but i'm not going to keep trying if you don't want to explain. i'm sorry you want to be "antisocial", sorry because when you used to feel this way you were antisocial with me.. i'm sorry i can't get you to talk this time, sorry because i just don't get it but i have that stomachy-feeling that there's more to it.. those words keep echoing, bouncing off my heart with every beat and ringing through my ears every time you cross my mind, all the time. my wishful-thinking/fantasy problem keeps them from going to my head but i wonder if they should? i just want to reach you, i want to get to you like you get to me.
.i want to feel again, or be felt.
and this is for caitlin =) and chrstine, who decided our new anthem..
"you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending.."
and we all know that's some avril..
have a wonderful night, smile for me =)
p r o m i s e . . .
P
R
O
M
I
S
E
.
.
.
and i'll
HOLD
you to it.
because
"i believe in you so much i could die for the words that you say.."
i feel as though i'm shaking the firm hand of rejection. i would take your pain for myself any day but i wish you could feel t h i s for just a split second.. i don't understand you, it keeps me wanting more, i dont know what you mean but i'm not going to keep trying if you don't want to explain. i'm sorry you want to be "antisocial", sorry because when you used to feel this way you were antisocial with me.. i'm sorry i can't get you to talk this time, sorry because i just don't get it but i have that stomachy-feeling that there's more to it.. those words keep echoing, bouncing off my heart with every beat and ringing through my ears every time you cross my mind, all the time. my wishful-thinking/fantasy problem keeps them from going to my head but i wonder if they should? i just want to reach you, i want to get to you like you get to me.
.i want to feel again, or be felt.
and this is for caitlin =) and chrstine, who decided our new anthem..
"you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending.."
and we all know that's some avril..
have a wonderful night, smile for me =)